My Response 4 : course fees?

4. did you ask for course fees to be paid in cash in USD?

First of all the FIT Programme is Absolutely free, it is the Supreme Grace of Sree Maa Shri Ji that we received the Absolute Teaching for the benefit of my Atma at cost free. Absolute Teaching is priceless, for someone to put out a monetary value in USD is insult and a slap in the face to me.


The 2 residential retreat in NZ I offered energy exchange would be in the NZD and or AUD whether it be by cash or thru paypal or bank transfer.


I do not know what is significant and what are the journalist coming at. USD is a world renown and very stable currency.



i am perplexed at the journalism with their array of questions, it looks like they are not maintaining a fair and respectable campaign but looks like they are only looking for the sensationalism. Feel very bad for Sree Maa Shri Ji to be put to this situation and endure the mudslinging to malign Sree Maa Shri Ji, Kosmic Fusion and FIT. i stand by and vouch without an iota of doubt the allegations being thrown on Sree Maa Shri Ji are unfounded and completely rubbish.



i welcome for the journalist to contact each of the FIT and myself for further clarification and find the truth. They can email me at or Zoom call +61 ### ### ###.

My Response 3 : Public toilets after 7 pm?

3. did you warn members not to use public toilets after 7pm?

First of all, what is with the question!! One extreme to the next, is this smut? What magazine or newspaper journalist would ask such question?


The answer is no, I have never been warned or given instruction or asked by Sree Maa Shri Ji.


I am a bartender in trade and I work in a very busy bustling complex Casino that is opened 24 hours, in which I am required to be flexible and available in rotational shift of Morning, Afternoon and Graveyard shift, the shift is plentiful at night as that is when it gets busy. The bar get busy mainly on Friday to Sunday and mainly get extremely busy at night time and we must to be available to work at this time, which is part of the enterprise agreement working in the Casino. It is a must. Not only that I share the staff public toilet with Thousands of staffs and I also uses the Patrons toilet after 7pm as I work in afternoon and night shift as that is where the loading payment hits.


I have moved out recently further away from where I work and the drive back home can take 1 to 1.30 hours with no traffic but with traffic can take 2 to 2.30 hours. Being stuck in the traffic I have many occasions emergency nature call is required where I had to do business right there and then, fortunately there is always a Petrol station, McDonald, restaurant and local Public Toilet where I can do my business and yes most of the time its at night time.



Have recall many occasions when I finish work at about 5 or 6 pm and would drive 2.30 hour or so to Central Coast to Irene place, the drive is long and far. There are many occasions where emergency nature call is required. Since the Public Toilet and Truck stop is far in between I have at times contemplate on peeing on the empty bottle and had to admit on my younger days I had do so as I had no other choice, to let you know the picture, if you are busting to pee one bottle is not going to be enough. The pain and the embarrassment when I look at myself in the mirror after this incident does not required “Reflection”, trust me the amount of driving I had to endure it was not a 1-time experience. Now with the bigger business or doing number 2, lets not go in there, I am not going to get pan or bucket and leave it in the car just in case I needed to do number 2 after 7pm, it’s just not going to happen. I guarantee I will not be storing my pee on a bottle or leave a chocolate in the bucket in my car.

My Response 2 : Sexual relations with outsiders?

2. did you warn members not to have sexual relations with outsiders because they might bring the wrong energy?



Have never shared this personal information about sexual relations to anyone or with Sree Maa Shri Ji, Kosmic Fusion and FIT. Due to my upbringing I have kept my sexual orientation and preference private as it’s a sensitive private matter that I believe its my own business.


What is with the The implying, condescending, demeaning selective field questioning. I am totally shocked at the questions!


To be clear the answer is no, I have never been warned or given instruction about my sexual relations by Sree Maa Shri Ji.


All I received is Sree Maa Shri Ji’s Supreme Grace – Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse 24 by 7, Absolute Truth teaching to nurture the Atma and to awakening me to my Self-realization. The reason why I am here and join the FIT as I consider it many lifetime opportunities to walk the pathless path of embodying Brahmaroop in which I would not miss for the world.


The only one who was very insistent about knowing my sexual relations and how many sexual relations I had was Irene. Even after my rejection of her sexual advance she would like to pry to my private matters asking me question how can I manage being Celibate and wanted to know why?

This overbearing snake won’t give up and do not get the hint, that I am not interested in woman. Even after telling her that I am Celibate. But she would trap me in different ways, she manage to trick and forcing me to agree to be her soul company in which Irene has this grand vision and though that we have soul connection. And that her Grand vision of her and I being a Twin Flame, in truth we are not and had been confirmed with my Soul Mapping and her Soul Mapping there is no connection. But her obsession with me won’t abated but continue to get worse.


I have chosen to be celibate but kept it to myself and wanting to keep it to myself, but only told Irene to deter her from continuing her pursuit of me. Not to be out done and since she knows I have not vocalize that I am celibate she used the Celibate as a side stab at me also to diminish me in choosing to be celibate. To make herself look good and to keep the guise how good she is. I recall her asking the question to Sree Maa Shri Ji, about her wanting to be Celibate with her husband. Sree Maa Shri Ji very kindly answer very clearly said it is your choice. Irene even tried to gauge me about the subject of her being a celibate to make sure that I have the understanding the difficulties and the sacrifice she is doing, telling me her sob story about her husband don’t understand, yada yada, la la la. Irene was giving and making it look it was a choice she made when in truth it was due to an ulterior motive on her own part so that she looks good and for everyone to look up to her, at the same time to out do and diminished my choosing to be celibate. I am not sure what kind of bad impression she implies on Sree Maa Shri Ji and Kosmic Fusion to her husband, but I am sure it is not in a good light.



Another thing am very offended with this question as it implies that FIT is some kind of sex club or exclusive personal member which caters sexual relations within the FIT and only in the FIT. Is that what are you getting at? This question also leaves sexual connotations on the FIT when there is only 1 male and the rest are females.


It did come to light that Dallia at the time when she was organising and leading the Kosmic Fusion – Cosmic Meetup meditation gathering that she was using this opportunity to pick up men for her own sexual relations. This is how far Dallia and Irene has been polluting the sacredness of Kosmic Fusion and the maligning of Sree Maa Shri Ji, Kosmic Fusion and FIT.

My Response 1 : Former volunteers have described being struck, spat…?

1.Former volunteers have described being struck, spat on or had their hair pulled during “reflection” sessions? 


No, it never happens and would never happen, I would not stand for violent and specially Sree Maa Shri Ji, Kosmic Fusion and FIT, it’s vehemently not possible ever. It’s extremely ridiculous and most offensive to me as i had never once been struck, spat on or had my hair pulled by anyone at any stage of training, in workshop, in FIT Programme with Sree Maa Shri Ji.


Since i did my AwAkenin TrAnSfOMatiON and Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse Practitioner in December 2012 and started volunteering in Jan 2013 what i witnessed of Sree Maa Shri Ji is pure Compassion as have only felt and witnessed the tangible shower of unconditionally love of SreeMaaShriJi Supreme Grace towards everyone, have never met anyone more compassionate, forgiving, accepting, loving and kind that make you feel at ease and welcome as a family within Kosmic Fusion. SreeMaaShriJi only displayed utmost Integrity and only best wishes to everyone even to those who has bad intention.


At the beginning as a volunteer we were to only put our hands-on shoulders on the stands to the participants and touching the recipients chakra for Multi-dimensional holographic healing session with Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse.


Touching the recipients chakra no longer needed in 2016 as part of the FIT training is to step back and that the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse is Omniscience and Omnipresent, IT will do what it needs be done. Main purpose of it is to step back and to keep the ego in check and by doing so we will not create any healers karma by being a sharer.


If you really want to know who has been doing hitting and pulling hairs its only Dallia and Irene who is a Malignant and Covert Narcissist. Have witness few of the manhandling of Irene bullying Tara in the India Pilgrimage, one occasion when Irene aggressively grabbing Tara’s hand telling Tara off at how to properly record the discourse of Sree Maa Shri Ji while we were walking. and another time shoving Tara to get to the front to record Sree Maa Shri Ji, another time pushing Tara out of the way while Irene try to run ahead to attend to Sree Maa Shri Ji and this both occasion Tara did come to me ask if I saw what Irene did to her. Have also seen Irene shoved and pushed through over other FITs to be the first to attend to Sree Maa Shri Ji or when Irene wanted to be next to Sree Maa Shri Ji or wanting to be in the front of the line whenever we visit Swaminarayan Bhagwan Temple. Have also witness Dallia bullying Tara in the India Pilgrimage though it was not physically, but she was trying to dominate Tara.


I witness many of this occasion only because I was told by Irene to stay in the back at all times being the male to keep an eye on everyone ahead and whenever I would walk ahead of Irene I get a mouthful from her making sure to put me in my place which is at the back. Irene would also demand that I carry her luggage like a personal helper. Irene and Dallia orchestrate a drama that made me a flying monkey and end up fighting with another FIT. Both of them had sabotage me, gaslighted me, made multiple triangulation with me and with other FITs.


Irene always had unhealthy obsession towards me and the only time that i have been touched inappropriately was from Irene’s sexual advancement towards me, it was unwanted, and I rejected it vehemently several times, further emotional, mental anguish when she then turned this unwanted relationship into a spiritual one, even though Irene having a physical husband and son.


Irene and Dallia’s manipulation had came to light in the Reunion and one of them is Dallia abusing and bullying Jeeya and Nandini, and that Dallia had been violently and slap Nandini several times and tried to pull Nandini’s kanthi off her neck, but all this abuse always happen whenever Sree Maa Shri Ji is not around.


The Reunion was all initiated and driven by FIT, we had the questionnaires drafted by all of us together so that we can come to light at what we were doing, the direction we are going and to know what we are doing wrong.
No, we have never been asked to do any reflections, it was our own initiative to fill out the questionnaires in honest, authentic and integrity in which Irene hated as she knows she was going to get exposed. Therefore, she viciously bullying me non-stop at the reunion, continually putting me in front of a train to be run over and be under the spot light at all time in the group setting specially with the Sydney FIT. Irene is like a big boss thug, like a ring master telling people off, she would berate me in front of everyone when I was setting up my laptop, even though I told her three times to calm down it’s not my fault but continue to push me make me react and raised my voice in front of the others FITs to make me look in a bad light. Whenever I raised an issue or give her a look to say what are you doing she would play innocent and would raise her concern with Niranjana “why is he talking to me like this” or “did you see the way he look at me” , I was so crushed I just kept quiet and cop it – totally putting me in the bad light in front of the core Team and the rest of the FIT. Irene has been like a python wrapped around me and crushing my self-confidence at every turn. The one who is continuing spitting and spewing venom at Sree Maa Shri Ji, Kosmic Fusion and the FITs are these snakes.


At the Reunion I witnessed how Nandini and Jeeya has been mistreated and abused, Irene would hog the kitchen as if it’s her right only to cook food for herself and share it with me but would get angry with me when I share it with Nandini or Jeeya and told me to not share it with any of them. Even though Nandini had been cooking for the FITs in the Reunion she would not share food with Nandini and Jeeya. I felt really sorry for Nandini and Jeeya as every morning and night they would clean the kitchen, sweep the kitchen & dining floors and the leaves in the yard & pool, while Irene overseeing. I wanted to help out in cleaning, but Irene stopped me, as if to say this is what they were supposed to be doing. FIT had come from different country and respected what we are there for the Reunion, but whenever FITs were filling out the questionnaires Irene was never there, maybe bossing everyone around exhausted her big time needed to chills out and take nap time.


Irene bully me and bosses me around whenever she is cooking (like every day), I became Irene’s dish washing and cleaning after her, being her runner to get what ever she wanted, get crafts for her projects – beads (which I have bought with my own cash and brought from Australia but was not enough and wanted more), she made me clean and paint cushions, clean around the Ashram, clean windows, make international phone call in her behalf, made me organise her flights, shuttle pickup and all in my own expenses. Thus, I organise her flight with LATAM and my ticket she wanted the VIP sit in LATAM as she wanted the business class, thus organised and requested for upgrade for Irene’s flight, at their own discretion it was not approved. On the way back to Sydney in the shuttle bus going to Auckland airport Irene was so angry with me and very mad started screaming at me when I was offering food that was cooked by Jeeya in a kind gesture for our breakfast as we were leaving for Sydney. After arriving in the airport, she decides to go back to the Ashram, telling me off that it’s my fault for not getting the Business class, what is the point now going home, even though she still have the ticket to go back to Sydney which was already been paid, apparently it’s was not for her and left to go back to the Ashram. Irene had sabotage me, gaslighted me, made multiple triangulation with me and FIT, making me as a Flying Monkey in many occasions in the Reunion.

Derogatory questions by National Correspondent of Stuff

Derogatory questions by National Correspondent of Stuff

Dear Readers,

On July 19th 2018, Shri Ji forwarded an email to FiTS with the most derogatory and ridiculous questions sent by a journalist at the behest of Tzu Ling Kuo/Joy Kuo/Irene and Iphigenie Amoutzias/Dallia/Meera, the two malignant and covert narcissists who Kosmic Fusion and all FiTs have disassociated from (
Am attaching the email for you to read _/\_

Sree Maa Shri Ji’s Absolute Truth Nectar, Samudra Manthan

Pranaam Sree Maa

My reply to Sree Maa Shri Ji -please read Sree Maa’s post at

Again I have not grasp Sree Maa’s every words, I have missed a lot of Absolute Truth and by not being assertive and searching what is Rahu and Ketu so that I can start connecting the dots. To reply to this post of Sree Maa I feel I am so slow, but that light bulb in my head turns on truly lighting up the darkness the ignorant within me. It again dawns on me how Sree Maa is so tune in with the world and so advance in what is the Psyche of mankind – to distinguish of genuine seeker compare to the Narcissist, and to put it in a simple digestible post, I’m in total awe. This is the nectar of the Absolute Truth that enlightens me at my own levelling pace.

Sree Maa, will also be putting all my efforts at eradicating the virus within and the remainder toxicity and make full use of this time _/\_

Have been a volunteer for Kosmic Fusion in festivals and events for several years and seeing what I experience with I-wolf-rene and Iphigenie Amoutzias, I could spot many of traits of Narcissist within the spiritual circle and spiritual communities. And what I have witnessed, it is quite surprising the amount of plagiarising, self-Grandeur, self-Delusion that goes around. For instants when I first volunteered for Kosmic Fusion – Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse was so unique that everyone started to copy the name and ride on it. There were many started to add “Quantum” “Quantum Vortex”, “Multidimensional Healing” and even copying actual snippet that is not even related to the modality they are even doing. The narcissist like I-wolf-rene and Iphigenie Amoutzias are the ones who are making it commercialize, making it a cut-throat industry.

I have also witnessed how jealous the so-called spiritualist can get, the so-called veteran or workshop junky all wanting to get the extra edge off everybody and thus to create their own slice of the pie by create a new modality that is a combination of many modality and name it whatever they want as if they are able to create a New weave of energy (like a scientist mixing up chemical to create a new compound). Worse of all there are others out there who would go to stands, workshops, and events to scouts, Narcissist would feel for the energy and would try to syphon (steal it) the energy and try to replicate it. The entitlement Narcissist has, the used and abused of the “SOURCE” that it’s available to everyone in their head it’s mine then I can take it and create New weave of energy and charge everyone because it is the Narcissist greatness. The entitlement to used and abused. The height of ego that they want to control the “SOURCE” and command IT and tell it what to do. 

I’m dumbfounded how much blatantly they would do it and would actually tell me this while they experience Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse in Kosmic Fusion stand.

It gets worse, there are others Narcissistic Spiritualist would be very jealous of other success. For instant while volunteering in Kosmic Fusion stand I would at times feel the energetic attack, the densities and ropes to bind Kosmic Fusion Stand. Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse is always there showering each of the volunteers with Supreme Grace, never once was I ever been affected by anyone sending out their negative energy towards me.

There would be “Lightworkers” who is actually more in touch with their dark self – dark sorcerer who would challenge and try to dominate by casting spell to either bind the flow of the people or would divert the people attention from Kosmic Fusion stand there are those with darker agenda would send dark beings, chaos, and mayhem at Kosmic Fusion stand but due to Sree Maa Supreme Grace it affect anyone in the stand or the volunteers whatever was sent it deflected back in many folds to those who sent it. The blatant one would target the volunteers of Kosmic Fusion and would cast spells, would stare, intimidate and even put black magic on you by a mere touch or dust particle spells on the floor or around outside Kosmic Fusion stand.

I also started to notice the Shamanic has been a new trend in the last few years, it’s the new tools to add in their spiritual armament, while others are looking into new spiritual high illegal or immoral it does not matter as long as they have the edge. 

One time I had to confront a Spiritualist Narcissist, their stand was opposite Kosmic Fusion stand, he was sending out dirty energy thru witchcraft via sex organ/magic (it was very obvious I do not need to know the craft to know what he was doing and his partner was supporting him). He has targeting each and every volunteers who was with me at the time and all came up freak out felt heavy and felt the densities and all pointed at him. Thus I stand face him, he was wearing his smug face he knows he had freak the few who was with me at the time. He was very confident he can break me. I was not phase as I have the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse backing me.  I could feel how energise, blissful and overflowing with Supreme Grace and I was there to volunteer for Kosmic Fusion and the Narcissist matters not. This Spiritual Narcissist was so blatant was not even hiding it and did his craft and black magic towards me. He sends out few to test me, but I was not phase nor effected as I have Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse backing me. But he kept going I just got so angry at the mere arrogance, something got over me that none of us should be pushed or over powered and I should not be manipulated and challenge by this ego maniac crafter. Why smile when I know he and his accomplice was sending out dirty black magic, I could feel it, the tentacle, the hooks he sends. My blood was boiling how dare he could attack the Pureness and Sacredness of Kosmic Fusion and its volunteers while smiling, laughing staring me in the eyes. He had to know that Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse, Kosmic Fusion and the volunteers can never touch and to let him know I know what you are doing – I stared at him with pure focus as there are so many people passing as if I can see thru them I did not move and just stared and let him know I am not please. He got scared you could see the fright in his eyes, he buckled were he stand and run inside the inside his stand, yet he wanted to run and the woman with him run behind him at the back of their stand. There was this energy of shock as if Spiritual Narcissist had their black magic been energetically smiting. The Narcissist went and hide behind there stand with their tails between their tales.

I also recall how a lot of the dark sorcerers anyone with agenda they would always target those volunteers who have big ego in the stand to infiltrate and cause mayhem for Kosmic Fusion stand. I recall how I-wolf-rene got targeted and a sorcerer but black magic on her by mere handshakes.

I also recall how Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutzias volunteered in Sydney one time, she was such a pain, downer and 2 face malignant narcissist. She would complain how she did not have much money making sound like she was doing some big sacrifice. But really it was all for façade, a lot of the time I and volunteers paid for her food, I took her out and treated her like a guest. She had free accommodation via Simran and other volunteers hosted her. This ungrateful narcissist, all the time in the stand volunteering with Iphigenie Amoutzias all she did was shopping and talking to the crystal stand talking and trying on the crystal and kept asking all the volunteers about should she get the Crystal or should she not after all she kept saying she does not have money. Iphigenie Amoutzias only wanted the Crystal because Sree Maa have a beautiful Crystal. Iphigenie Amoutzias is full of jealous and envy wanted it what Sree Maa had. After trying out many crystals and talking with the owner how special the Crystal is and that there is a Being in the Crystal and you can see it, in the angle. I was not very interested in it. As what I know All Powerful Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse is Omnipotent, Omniscient and Omnipresent, I do not need anything.

Iphigenie Amoutzias is such a jealous and envious Malignant Narcissist she wanted to have the same car as Simran after seeing Simran car.

The very beginning Sree Maa taught the principle of stepping back be a non-doer. As a Practitioner of Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse you must be a non-doer you step back and let Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse do all the work – in another words – get out of the way – get out of my own way. And that when sharing you are receiving same as the receiver – and be humble as i am nothing without Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse.

If you step in, Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse will step out and the ramification will be at your hand.

This is what happen to I-wolf-rene and Iphigenie Amoutzias being Narcissist could not step back, could not let go of Power and Control.

Aapke Prati Sada Atyant Abhari Rahunga Sree Maa Shri Ji my One and the Only ONE – the embodiment of Compassion and Supreme Grace – Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse. I would never survive without having Sree Maa’s hand on me. I am only sharing the very tip of the iceberg, but you could see the dynamics of energies, circumstances, nurturing the genuine seekers and giving the same unconditional love and support to the Narcissist who has ulterior motives and making sure that everyone’s spiritual growth are nurtured.

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