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Sree Maa Shri Ji’s Absolute Truth Nectar, Samudra Manthan

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Pranaam Sree Maa

My reply to Sree Maa Shri Ji -please read Sree Maa’s post at
https://www.facebook.com/SreeMaaDhyanUrvi/posts/10155833196855872?

Again I have not grasp Sree Maa’s every words, I have missed a lot of Absolute Truth and by not being assertive and searching what is Rahu and Ketu so that I can start connecting the dots. To reply to this post of Sree Maa I feel I am so slow, but that light bulb in my head turns on truly lighting up the darkness the ignorant within me. It again dawns on me how Sree Maa is so tune in with the world and so advance in what is the Psyche of mankind – to distinguish of genuine seeker compare to the Narcissist, and to put it in a simple digestible post, I’m in total awe. This is the nectar of the Absolute Truth that enlightens me at my own levelling pace.
Sree Maa, will also be putting all my efforts at eradicating the virus within and the remainder toxicity and make full use of this time _/\_
Have been a volunteer for Kosmic Fusion in festivals and events for several years and seeing what I experience with Joy Kuo ( aka: Awakening with Joy / Joy Awakening / Irene / Tzuling Kuo) and Iphigenie Amoutzias, I could spot many of traits of Narcissist within the spiritual circle and spiritual communities. And what I have witnessed, it is quite surprising the amount of plagiarising, self-Grandeur, self-Delusion that goes around.
For instants when I first volunteered for Kosmic Fusion – Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse was so unique that everyone started to copy the name and ride on it. There were many started to add “Quantum” “Quantum Vortex”, “Multidimensional Healing” and even copying actual snippet that is not even related to the modality they are even doing. Narcissists like Joy Kuo ( aka: Awakening with Joy / Joy Awakening / Irene / Tzuling Kuo) and Iphigenie Amoutzias are the ones who are making it commercialize, making it a cut-throat industry.

I have also witnessed how jealous the so-called spiritualist can get, the so-called veteran or workshop junkie all wanting to get the extra edge off everybody and thus to create their own slice of the pie by creating a new modality that is a combination of many modalities and name it whatever they want as if they are able to create a New weave of energy (like a scientist mixing up chemical to create a new compound).

Worse of all there are others out there who would go to stands, workshops, and events to scouts, Narcissist would feel for the energy and would try to syphon (steal it) the energy and try to replicate it. The entitlement Narcissist has, the used and abused of the “SOURCE” that it’s available to everyone in their head it’s mine then I can take it and create New weave of energy and charge everyone because it is the Narcissist greatness.

The entitlement to used and abused.

The height of ego that they want to control the “SOURCE” and command IT and tell it what to do.

I’m dumbfounded how blatantly they would do it and would actually tell me this while they experience Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse in Kosmic Fusion stand.
It gets worse, there are other Narcissistic Spiritualist would be very jealous of other success. For instant, while volunteering in Kosmic Fusion stand I would at times feel the energetic attack, the densities, and ropes to bind Kosmic Fusion Stand. Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse is always there showering each of the volunteers with Supreme Grace, never once was I ever been affected by anyone sending out their negative energy towards me.
There would be “Lightworkers” who is actually more in touch with their dark self – a dark sorcerer who would challenge and try to dominate by casting a spell to either bind the flow of the people or would divert the people attention from Kosmic Fusion stand there are those with darker agenda would send dark beings, chaos, and mayhem at Kosmic Fusion stand but due to Sree Maa Supreme Grace it affect no one in the stand or the volunteers whatever was sent it deflected back many folds to those who sent it.
The blatant one would target the volunteers of Kosmic Fusion and would cast spells, would stare, intimidate and even put black magic on you by a mere touch or dust particle spells on the floor or around outside Kosmic Fusion stand.
I also started to notice the Shamanic has been a new trend in the last few years, it’s the new tools to add in their spiritual armament, while others are looking into new spiritual high illegal or immoral it does not matter as long as they have the edge.
One time I had to confront a Spiritualist Narcissist, their stand was opposite Kosmic Fusion stand, he was sending out dirty energy thru witchcraft via sex organ/magic (it was very obvious I do not need to know the craft to know what he was doing and his partner was supporting him). He has targeting each and every volunteer who was there with me at the time and all came up freak out felt heavy and felt the densities and all pointed at him.
Thus I stand to face him, he was wearing his smug face he knows he had freak the few who were with me at the time. He was very confident he can break me. I was not phased as I have the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse backing me.
I could feel how energise, blissful, and overflowing with Supreme Grace and I was there to volunteer for Kosmic Fusion and the Narcissist matters not. This Spiritual Narcissist was so blatant was not even hiding it and did his craft and black magic towards me.
He sends out a few to test me, but I was not phased nor affected as I have Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse backing me. But he kept going I just got so angry at the mere arrogance, something got over me that none of us should be pushed or overpowered and I should not be manipulated and challenged by this egomaniac crafter.
Why smile when I know he and his accomplice were sending out dirty black magic, I could feel it, the tentacle, the hooks he sends. My blood was boiling how dare he could attack the Pureness and Sacredness of Kosmic Fusion and its volunteers while smiling, laughing staring me in the eyes. He had to know that Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse, Kosmic Fusion, and the volunteers can never be touched and to let him know I know what you are doing – I stared at him with pure focus as there are so many people passing as if I can see thru them I did not move and just stared and let him know I am not pleased.
He got scared you could see the fright in his eyes, he buckled where he stands and run inside his stand, yet he wanted to run and the woman with him run behind him at the back of their stand, hiding cowering behind and under their desk. There was this energy of shock as if Spiritual Narcissists had their black magic been energetically smiting. The Narcissists went and hide behind their stand with their tails between their tales.
I also recall how a lot of the dark sorcerers’ anyone with agenda they would always target those volunteers who have a big ego in the stand to infiltrate and cause mayhem for Kosmic Fusion stand.
I recall how Joy Kuo ( aka: Awakening with Joy / Joy Awakening / Irene / Tzuling Kuo) got targeted and a sorcerer put black magic on her by mere touching Joy Kuo’s hand and tricked her into handshakes with him. Most fortunate for Joy Kuo ( aka: Awakening with Joy / Joy Awakening / Irene / Tzuling Kuo) with the Grace of Sree Maa it was dispelled before any harm was done to Joy Kuo ( aka: Awakening with Joy / Joy Awakening / Irene / Tzuling Kuo).
I also recall how Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutzias volunteered in Sydney one time, she was such a pain, downer and 2 faces malignant narcissist. She would complain about how she did not have much money making sound like she was doing some big sacrifice (No one asked her to go, it’s a volunteering opportunity to give back). But really it was all for façade, a lot of the time I and volunteers paid for her food, I took her out and treated her like a guest. She had free accommodation via Simran and other volunteers hosted her.
This ungrateful narcissist, all the time in the stand volunteering with Iphigenie Amoutzias all she did was shopping and talking about the crystal stand next to us and talking about Crystal and trying it on, and kept asking all the volunteers about should she get the Crystal or should she not after all she kept saying she does not have money. Iphigenie Amoutzias only wanted the Crystal because Sree Maa has a beautiful Crystal. Iphigenie Amoutzias is always envious of Sree Maa, full of jealousy, and wanted what Sree Maa had.
After trying out many crystals and talking with the owner about how special the Crystal is and that there is a Being in the Crystal and you can see it, in the angle. I was not very interested in it. From what I know All-Powerful Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse is Omnipotent, Omniscient and Omnipresent, I do not need anything.
Iphigenie Amoutzias is such a jealous and envious Malignant Narcissist she wanted to have the same car as Simran, after seeing Simran’s car when Simran was driving her around and hosting her as a guest.
In the very beginning, Sree Maa taught the principle of stepping back to be a non-doer. As a Practitioner of Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse, you must be a non-doer you step back and let Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse do all the work – in another word – get out of the way – get out of my own way. And that when sharing you are receiving the same as the receiver – and be humble as i am nothing without Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse.
If you step in, Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse will step out and the ramification will be at your hand.
This is what happens to Joy Kuo ( aka: Awakening with Joy / Joy Awakening / Irene / Tzuling Kuo) and Iphigenie Amoutzias being Narcissist could not step back, could not let go of Power and Control.
Aapke Prati Sada Atyant Abhari Rahunga Sree Maa Shri Ji my One and the Only ONE – the embodiment of Compassion and Supreme Grace – Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse. I would never survive without having Sree Maa’s hand on me. I am only sharing the very tip of the iceberg, but you could see the dynamics of energies, circumstances, nurturing the genuine seekers and giving the same unconditional love and support to the Narcissist who has ulterior motives and making sure that everyone’s spiritual growth is nurtured.

Narcissist Energy Vampires

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Whenever I am near I-wolf-rene and Iphigenie Amoutzias I know now why I felt Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse very active and, it dawns on me how much Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse has always protected me and always made sure that I am always overflowing with Supreme Grace as if sharing and tune in all the same time.


Sree Maa Shri Ji has always told me to stand my ground whenever someone tries to run me over or overpower me, don’t let anyone control me, give a fight. I am such a fool for not paying heed to every word of Sree Maa Shri Ji. Atyant Abhaar Aapka Sree Maa Shri Ji for always being there for me and being my strength. 🙏🙏🙏
I-wolf-rene hated me whenever I mentioned there is something in her place or nearby that I could feel it. I could feel it is not right, I could sense it and I could even hear it. I could feel the depth of the densities. – of course, I have gotten my punishment from I-wolf-rene for saying that to her about her place.


Have always thought that it’s the density of the land or environment, but I know now it was not the case, but someone tuning in and trying to hook and sync in with me energetically to syphon my energy.
Like moths drawn to flames, empaths like me seem to have liking for flying head-first into dangerous friendships and soul-sucking relationships that leave many of us feeling exhausted and unbalanced. Yet over and over again I kept missing the vital life lessons being presented. 


I could see the magnetic pull from the opposite the Narcissist. By nature the Empaths are deeply caring, compassionate, intense sensitivities, often struggle to create boundaries, giving into martyrdom, victimhood, co-dependency and self-sacrifice. 


While the Narcissist hides behind an idealized self-image of being highly charming and attractive, at the same time uncaring, indifference, self-centred and cruel.


This is not my first encounter of Narcissist, have encounter many in my lifetime and Narcissist are ripe in the spiritual group also, I felt like Narcissist is very much attracted to the spiritual group as it’s an easy picking and great multiple supplies for the Narcissist. The Narcissist like to linger with so much supply and if Narcissist ever gets caught Narcissist could just pretend to say sorry and the empathic people will give them a chance and forgive. This is why I believe that Sree Maa Shri Ji and Kosmic Fusion was targeted for the Unconditional Love, Kindness and Compassion. 


I believe it very strongly that this is the reason why Narcissist always has that obsessiveness attraction towards Sree Maa Shri Ji – It is because Sree Maa Shri Ji is the embodiment of Kindness and Compassion in which Narcissist like to leech on. It is a big jackpot for the Narcissist. 


I can now see in hindsight why Narcissist are attracted to spirituality and religion, Because they have this Grandiose of being special and this exaggerated sense of self-desire to be like God and Goddess. It’s this very attraction the Narcissist harp about “I AM” and create or follow groups where SOVEREIGN BEING concept is more freely used.

Wherever they can exploit the Narcissist will make sure to hang out in those circles and groups.

Narcissists want to be Sovereign Beings, so they become free of the fact they have to answer some Divinity above them. It’s just feeding the Dark self to become more stronger almost God-like.



There are many things I wish to mention, for an instant when I first volunteered for Kosmic Fusion and took the drug that I was offered by Mr. K and his friend. Mr. K and his friend where over lighted by 4.5 who have taken over them. And due to my “Free Will” I took the drugs in which I end up opening up myself to them and those dark entities end up syncing up with me and tried to take over me. I am very fortunate that Sree Maa Shri Ji my One and the Only ONE had never let go of my hands throughout the ordeal which went on for months where I could feel all the entities and other multidimensional entities would attack me. It does not matter, day or night, it was 24 hours. They were relentless as they wanted the spark within which they could not touch it as Sree Maa Shri Ji has a hand on me – and that I did my AwaKeNiN & TrANsForMaTioN workshop due to the Grace of Sree Maa Shri Ji the shower of Supreme Grace – Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse was with me 24/7. 


Due to my “Free Will” they the 4.5 actually had a right over me and I end up signing up a soul contract with the 4.5, had The Supreme Grace had not step in…. And only due to Sree Maa Shri Ji’s Supreme Grace that I am able to overcome it and given the opportunity to walk the pathless path of Supersonic Shortcut. If that is not the embodiment of Compassion and Supreme Grace, then I don’t know what else. There are many parts I did not share, but what I am saying the level of Compassion and how much Sree Maa Shri Ji have to endure to get me to rewrite my soul contract.


There are no words that are sufficiency to express my eternal Gratitude to Sree Maa Shri Ji 🙏🙏🙏 Aapke Prati Sada Atyant Abhaar Rahunga Sree Maa Shri Ji 🙏🙏

How Sunshine’s Light Been Diminished

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Katie Sunshine have no idea who has been #backstabbing her. Sunshine thinks that Diarrhea is a friend but really Diarrhea was the one who was backstabbing her from the beginning because Diarrhea does not like her and because she is difficult to control. Not only that Diarrhea wrote how she manages to get Katie Sunshine out of #KosmicFusion and cause rip between Katie Sunshine and her close friend who also volunteered to Kosmic Fusion. Diarrhea could not handle this since Diarrhea came with her insidious and sinister intention to be the only one to lead and anyone else is a threat to her, so Diarrhea made sure that Kosmic Fusion would not grow because of Diarrhea #jealousy of Sree Maa Shri Ji.

Diarrhea wanted the Power!, Wanted to have the #SupremeGrace of #SreeMaaShriJi! This is what drives Diarrhea.

Katie Sunshine is a stooge and a #flyingmonkey used by Diarrhea and I-wolf-rene. Sunshine have no idea that it was Diarrhea who has been feeding her doubts, #gaslighted and #triangulation with other volunteers to create the chaos that Katie Sunshine would leave Kosmic Fusion so that Diarrhea of plan to keep Kosmic Fusion in New Zealand growth are stunted and that Diarrhea to maintain her seniority and to lead Kosmic Fusion Australia with I-wolf-rene as her plan to create a new group in Germany and I-wolf-rene in Taiwan. Katie Sunshine could you not see that it was Diarrhea passing the blaming on the New Zealand people for not being ready. Sunshine need to wake up at how racist Diarrhea could be, yet Sunshine could not see that someone close to her pulling the string and they do it subtlety. Katie Sunshine and Diarrhea did not do anything for Kosmic Fusion nor they came for their Souls nor work on the dark self which what’s #FiT is all about. Diarrhea and I-Wolf-Rene only played their Narcissistic game.

Though it was very subtle how Diarrhea has playing, bad mouthing and backstabbing Katie Sunshine. It has been Diarrhea’s hot topic with I-wolf-rene about the New Zealand volunteers and especially Katie Sunshine. Diarrhea in New Zealand and I-Wolf-Rene in Australia have been coordinating together from the start.
I should have known the Big red flag when Diarrhea volunteered for the #Conscious Living Festival Perth – 16 to 19 October, it was that time when Diarrhea has tried to feed doubts about Katie Sunshine because of what a psychic woman told her about how vulnerable she is and this totally shows the lack of faith and trust of Katie Sunshine on the signature of the Source/Void – #QuantumVortexScalarWavePhotonPulse.

Diarrhea write this and relayed it how Diarrhea wanted to plant a seed of doubts with Archita and myself… of course I-Wolf-Rene never had faith or have good intentions.
I am sorry that Katie Sunshine you got bump out by Diarrhea, but to get played again and be a stooge and a flying monkey who hides behinds the fake name I would say good riddance about Katie Sunshine. Katie Sunshine is just another plain Jane who is such a hypocrite who talks about spiritual, keeping energetic hygiene and wanting to get married and find the sexual relation so sacred… Yet all she does is looking for someone to lay her at every opportunity at the same time desperate to get married because some psychic say that they saw the diamond ring in her hand… Diarrhea used your Pride and Arrogance which was your weakness.
Good luck to you Sunshine!!!, you miss out on the Ultimate #Grace the Love of Your Soul because of chasing #ego materialistic 2 minutes lay.

They may have tricked you into thinking you are doing a good cause, but really, they just used you. Katie Sunshine your true light had been diminished again by Diarrhea but your action made it as bad as Diarrhea. At the moment you are in your honeymoon with Diarrhea and I-wolf-rene but sooner or later once your usefulness is over you will be discarded like rubbish and you will be looking what have I done, but by then you will be a nobody again.

Power and Control

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The Alpha Male
Here is 1 example of how much control and power this I-wolf-rene had over me. I-wolf-rene is crying out wolf for being exposed for what she is a venomous snake who got caught stealing Intelectual Property and ripped me off. I-wolf-rene had made 3 fake FB account one of them is Norman Kelly (was Kelly Norman), Swami Maharaj (was Swami Swami) and Sherry Lee (Jacki Miller) she had to add my friends, family, and Pulsar to send out a hate mail and propagate a paid Article that she paid for which is all a lie. Please stand up and don’t let them get away with this Malignant Narcissist kind of behavior by as she is venting her anger towards the innocent which is Sree Maa Shri Ji. I-wolf-rene has gone beyond any sense as her hatred and anger for losing her Narcissist supply and due to her most unhealthy obsessive attraction towards me and not able to have Kosmic Fusion, this had totally push her, I-wolf-rene have gone beyond revenge and has a vendetta against the few that have stood by me which is Sree Maa Shri Ji and the FiT’s.
Don’t feed the Narcissist,
Expose them it is doing a service to the community!
It’s 12:43 am, here you could see the how she was controlling me to even demand that i should have a shower! My mother would not even dare say that to me when i was 10 years old!!
She continued and expressed her displeasure and how she has been social Media stalking me… this includes WhatsApp, Messenger…
I-Wolf-Rene put pressure, shame, and guilt.. so that i will bend to her will…
I-Wolf-Rene likes to play a victim when in fact she is that one who is the manipulative cunning Narcissist… all this smearing campaign that she is doing just to get revenge for being exposed will only hit her 1000 fold. I will continue to unmasked this Python who had been victimizing the innocent for so long.
She belittle my efforts and say that the emails i edited… i messed it up… she continued to put blame on me..
Yet she demands that i be fair and that she be acknowledged and respected by her partner.
What partner would talk to someone like this?
Hari OM Brahman_/\_
I tried to play big even though I don’t want to deal with her.
She tried to lure be back in… put the hooks and baited me with a link about “The year of the Money” after not responding the whole day. Its all about money for her…
I-wolf-rene try to lure me back in with Chinese belief that this year of Money. Still not happy with her… I do not want to respond.
Yet i responded,
She could not help but put another guilt trip over me that she is missing out family time….
Here we worked till 3am or so…
And you can see that at 7 am i am already on my way to Central Coast from Bankstown which is about 1.30 hours drive.
You could also see that she is the decision maker and that all the write up and emails are checked and edited before I sent it.
I-Wolf-Rene here revealed her intention to buy a house to convert to workshop and healing room where she used me a slave and another volunteer to renovate the house and Granny flat, we also build up the Holistic Freedom Wellness Center for her where i contributed a lot in it because she convinced me that it is all for Kosmic Fusion.
I could now connect the dot… that all her scheming and insidious are all for her gain.
Once I-Wolf-Rene Systematically passed off all the Intellectual property, data, and copyrights material from Kosmic Fusion and to Komal & Hanuman and from Komal & Hanuman to Holistic Freedom with me investing all in. Once she gotten everything…
She removed herself from the Director of the Company and closed Komal & Hanuman without legally informing and leaving me with debt…. while she has all the sole owner to Holistic Freedom and the Holistic Freedom Wellness Center and stolen the Intellectual Property, Data and Copyrights Material.
I have trusted her wholeheartedly and she used and abused my trust and my kindness. She has unhealthy obsessions towards me and now that she could not have me her toy/supply and Kosmic Fusion she is now venting her anger by doing a smear campaign towards me and to the innocent which is Sree Maa Shri Ji who have been supporting me.

Early Warning Sign Of A Pathological Persons – I-Wolf-Rene tick all of them

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I believe this is a very important post I have made. I have experience every typical RED FLAGS and everything is spot on to the T with dealing with Narcissist Sociopath. I was not able to spot many of the typical RED FLAGS as the insidious and malignant nature of her Covert Narcissist was hidden in many masks and became harder and harder to see the truth due to being groomed, manipulated, controlled and made as a flying monkey to direct her rage at the other innocent victims.

Very clinging, she knows she had me hooked 

Here she was reminding that we had Soul Connection

Here I-Wolf-Rene would buy a cheap knock-off of Camilla (Australian fashion style) and wear them when we are exhibiting in Embrace Life, Festival of Dreams, Psychic Alternative Fair, Meetup and other events. I-Wolf-Rene want to imitate Sree Maa and replace Sree Maa the founder of Kosmic Fusion. You can even see even the high platform shoe that Sree Maa Shri Ji like to wear, she has to wear them.

Will elaborate more at every points.
Early Warning Sign Of A Pathological Persons – And I-Wolf-Rene tick all of them, below are some example

*Fast-moving relationship
I-Wolf-Rene was all over me like Destiny. I-Wolf-Rene Love bombing me, mirror me and wanted me to commit all my time with I-Wolf-Rene.

*Overwhelmingly attentive
I-Wolf-Rene was very attentive and would fan my ego and feed me what ever that my ego need.

*Claims a soulmate connection
I-Wolf-Rene always though that we had Soulmate connection and in I-Wolf-Rene deluded mind she though that we are a Twin Flame and even Twin Ray… trying to be so Grand into believing that she could be Sree Maa. And I-Wolf-Rene trying to fit me as the spot of Shri Ji.


*Needs help and or pity
I-Wolf-Rene played a misunderstood, fragile little Asian girl who everyone misunderstood because of her accent. And that she is doing the only one doing everything when she is volunteering and that it is all for Kosmic Fusion. Which is all a lie, first she has a degree in English and works in University Library. I-Wolf-Rene is a wolf pretending to be a sheep, she was preying on the volunteers of Kosmic Fusion and stealing Intellectual Property, data and copyright material from Kosmic Fusion so that she can start her own group. I-Wolf-Rene only started to volunteer for her own gain so that buy her time to build herself a network before executing her plan to take over and replace Sree Maa Shri Ji.

*History of failed relationships
I-Wolf-Rene have long history of failed relationship, with her father and mother, sibling and paternal relations. I-Wolf-Rene have big grudge on all of them and she has made sure that she paid them back.
I-Wolf-Rene had couple of romantic relation which she say had taken advantage of her when really it’s the other way around. It was her used, abused and discard tactic.

*Lack of nostalgia
I-Wolf-Rene has this wishful thinking to live out the life she missed out when she was young, that is what I-Wolf-Rene had kept her claw to me. I-Wolf-Rene wanted to experience what I had experience when I used to drink, smoke and party. As she had a very mundane life of study study and study. When she though she was free and end up going to University in country side, she failed to find the life she wish for and end up living another mundane life.

*Few Personal Possessions
Though I-Wolf-Rene have many things but all this are either from the husband hard work. And everything that she had building on like the Holistic Freedom and Holistic Freedom Wellness Centre are all from me contribution. I-Wolf-Rene like to rode on the success of other for instant taking advantage and abusing the kindness of Kosmic Fusion and Sree Maa Shri Ji, she ride the Kosmic Fusion umbrella and from there had also rode on the successful name of Hanumanji and created Komal & Hanuman. I-Wolf-Rene wanted the status of the Immortal Bhakti Hanumanji.

*Inconsistent details of past
I-Wolf-Rene always change her stories, you can hear it in one of the interviews how she was lying about her qualifications as Akaashik Records Neutralizing and continue to lie in the interview as if she is expert when she was not or she gotten permission – will share it another time.


*Financially irresponsible
I-Wolf-Rene like to spend over her means and even try to dupe me many times where I became a cash cow to her. I-Wolf-Rene likes to buy many make up and beauty product to cover the insidious face that she kept hidden. In truth even her husband told me that he could not maintain her means of spending money and even told me that he had to cut his sons pocket money for 2 weeks because of I-Wolf-Rene spending and traveling.

*No personal accountability
Totally no personal accountability when i relay that her husband is having difficulty in maintaining the finance and that he had to cut her sons allowance for 2 weeks. I-Wolf-Rene nonchalantly said he had spare money he just does not want to spend, he had emergency money. I was totally shocked do not know what to say..


*Target begins to act outside their norms
My behavior had change from confident to having been under the thumb of I-Wolf-Rene where she was able to control every aspect of my life. I-Wolf-Rene had cutoff everyone from me, my friends, my family, the FiTs and Sree Maa Shri Ji. I-Wolf-Rene wanted all the attention all to her and would get jealous of anyone who would talk to me or get my attention. 5 years of emotionally, mentally abuse who duped me into thinking that she was a trusted friend, ripped me off and shattered my self esteem into a thousand pieces.What makes me more angry is that she has targeted the few that have stood by me and by sending them hate mail and smear campaign. 


#narcissist #CovertNarcissist #MalignantNarcissist #Narcissiticabuse #Gaslighting #SmearCampaign #Fraud #CognitiveDissonance #ToxicPeople #TruamaBonding #LoveBombing


Elitist Narcissist is crying wolf and venting her anger

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The narcissist is crying wolf and venting her anger by doing a smear campaign because she is exposed and got caught.
There is thousands of evidence in WhatsApp, Messenger, emails at how she have lie, bully, manipulated, groomed, used and abused me for 5 years.
There is much more proof how I-Wolf-Rene demanded money from the volunteers Kosmic Fusion, at how I-Wolf-Rene siphon data from Kosmic Fusion, Stolen Intellectual Property & Copyright Material.
I have many pictures how this Elitist Narcissist have dress up and imitate Sree Maa style of dress, she would copycat Sree Maa Shri Ji and would used Sree Maa’s Absolute Teaching and Quote in Cosmic Meetup, events and be talking with volunteers.
She would always use and abused Sree Maa’s name and sabotage Sree Maa’s name, even though Sree Maa have never met all these people but she had already poison everyone perception and mind with making contact by sharing inaccurate half-truth and saying it’s from Sree Maa Shri Ji. She always take all the benefit and then put Sree Maa Shri Ji in front of the train to be run over…
She is a chameleon she would copy at how Sree Maa cracks Sree Maa’s neck or how I-Wolf-Rene would imitate Sree Maa with how she ran her hands through her hair like Sree Maa Shri Ji, buy lotion, moisturizer, fix her nail and other toiletry. She would buy a cheap knock-off of Camilla (Australian fashion style) and wear them when we are exhibiting in Embrace Life, Festival of Dreams, Psychic Alternative Fair, Meetup and other events.
This Elitist Narcissist wanted to replace Sree Maa Shri Ji and take over Kosmic Fusion and make it her own.
Will be sharing more evidence of this another time.
Will be sharing more how now she is crying wolf and venting her anger by doing a smear campaign because she is exposed and got caught. Mainly because she could not have Kosmic Fusion and have me as her possession the toy that she is obsessive with and would destroy who ever supported me. This is why her anger towards the innocent whom is Sree Maa Shri Ji is relentless.
How I-Wolf-Rene would copy Sree Maa’s dress and mannerism. 
I-Wolf-Rene would buy a knock-off Camilla Design dress to imitate Sree Maa
In here I-Wolf-Rene even have the high platform shoes to imitate Sree Maa

I-Wolf-Rene love looking at herself in the mirror and she loves posing 

Girl name Destiny

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Destiny (not her real name) was young and pretty, we work together and get along great. Told me to call her Destiny (told me her reason that it is related to being part of her Destiny) and she and I used to go out to Score Bar. It’s usual hangout for staff after work and at about 2 am its staff only. I love hanging around with Destiny as she is fun, bubbly and great to talk to and Destiny loves to hang out with me.
Destiny fancy me though I did not have the same though as she is my friend and I have a great respect for friends where I would never cross the friendship boundaries.
Destiny easy to like, she is pretty and great personality, and everyone love her, she stands out of the crowds where people used to chat her up and pick her up. Somehow her attention was always with me and never fully interact with anyone else when we hang out it seems like its just the 2 of us and always the 2 of us. Had she not my friend and that I fancy her I could easily fall in love with her, but that was not the case, though she fancies me and was very open and direct specially when we had plenty of alcohol.
Things can quickly change where within a short time it can escalated to became more and more of life and death situation for me whenever I go out with Destiny specially when we had plenty of beverage.
Guys are fascinated by her and would come up to her and she would rebuke them and cause fight by saying that “I am with him” points at me “back off, We are hooked up, Got it!!” usually when this happens no matter how drunk I am I become sober enough that if I don’t get my head together we would be in trouble or mainly I will be in trouble. I don’t think I am a coward but to say that I am 5’1” and usually guys would come up to her would be confident Body Builders of Pacific Islanders at least over 6 Foot which is 3 times the size of me and usually they would always have a wingman of the same height.
Every night hanging around with her was like this, in hindsight the guys would came up to her were never rude but polite just wanted to buy her a drink. But she was very possessive and wanted to show her loyalty to me and at the same times she wants my full attention and if I did not give her the full attention, things escalate. A very dangerous type of Love Bombing that could easily cause my homicides.
Im very glad that I was able to get away at that time…I was about 21 and she about 2 years older than me.


All this reminds me of I-Wolf-Rene who have used the Love Bombing tactic on me and she was successful at it as she was able to corrupt my physically and mentally. She is in verge of murdering her Soul and also tried to murder my Soul. I-Wolf-rene the Elitist Narcissist is crying wolf and venting her anger by doing a smear campaign because she is exposed and got caught.  Mainly because she could not have Kosmic Fusion and have me as her possession the toy that she is obsessive with me and would destroy who ever supported me. This is why her anger towards the innocent whom is Sree Maa Shri Ji is relentless.

The Eyes Don’t Lie part 2

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Part 2
No matter how much she cover her face with thick makeup or glasses you can see through pass it as the eyes don’t lie. 
She would always have this fake smile or laugh at odd times totally out of place, this is her tactic to defuse your guard and try to manipulate you, she is always careful with her face and worry about it all the time, she would get a bob hair cut that has a long fringe partly to covering her face so that she can hide herself and her expression.
Have seen many times how her eyes would light up with glee when someone is hurt as I have experienced it many occasions as I have been a victim of her insidious sadistic nature for 5 years. I have also seen it when she orchestrates to demanding money of the volunteers from Kosmic Fusion. I have seen it when she bullied Simran and exploit Simran’s guilt into siphoning several thousands off Simran. (Will elaborate on it another time). They may wear many mask but their eyes gives them away.

The Eyes Don’t Lie

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Part 1
I could never forget the look that she would give me when she is not very happy with me. She would supress it but you can see the dagger and pure hatred clearly in her eyes. I usually see it whenever I questioned her or whenever I refused or resisted the manipulation and the trap that she laid down for me.
The seething and frothing of pure hatred when she is exposed and confronted she just could not hide. I recall when she was caught syphoning Kosmic Fusion data, Intellectual Property of Kosmic Fusion, stolen Absolute Teaching of Sree Maa Shri Ji so that she can start her own group. That she also send herself via Google Drive a copy of my driver license, my personal PayG slip from work and all the details of company that she and I started and also partnership in Komal & Hanuman details – she is not supposed to have this special when she dupe me and removed herself from the company and the partnership without legally informing me and left me with debt.






I am afraid knowing what she would do when she is venting out her anger and hatred towards me and towards anyone who is supporting me. She would destroy whoever gets in the way and this is why she is doing a smear campaign and crying out wolf because she got exposed and could not handle that I could never be again her narcissistic possession. 


It is most scary hearing her response to me why she have my driver license, she wanted a memento of me that she can look at, even knowing she could not have me. And the Pure Hatred she gave me when she told me that she always wanted to possess me, that she did it because of me, that she is very jealous to whom ever gets closed to me. And would do anything to make sure that no one gets close or talk to me. Jealous of everyone who I talked, supported or interaction with other FIT.







Old Lady Taking Advantage of People’s Kindness

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I work in the coffee shop.
Today while working a lady in her mid-60’s asked me “I don’t have money; can I have a black coffee?” I know her game, she played this guilt trip on me before to get her a free drink on cost of me. I just neutrally and said “no”. The face she made as she was shocked that I did not get hooked in her game she walked away. She had forgotten that she played this game with me several times already.
The first time about 2 years ago, it was summer and it’s about 40 Celsius, she pretends and put this mask of innocent old frail lady that she is exhausted and feeling unwell due to the heat. Her masked was on and played it well she said to me “I lose all my money upstairs (as in gambled it away), I don’t have any money, can I have water?” and I said “sure go ahead and take a sit” by this time she knows that she got me by her hooked. So she took the opportunity of taking advantage of my kindness and said “its really hot, can I have the sparkling water (as it’s in the fridge)” maybe I’m just Naïve but I said yes I will just take it out of my tips so I told her please go ahead take a sit will deliver it to you. Gave her the chilled sparkling water with a glass of ice and paid with my tips.
Without saying her gratitude as she finish her drink she went to try and hook me again by looking frail saying “it’s very hot, I just live not too far, do you have 10 dollars for me to catch a taxi” I knew then this ungrateful old lady is playing this Narcissistic game with me and will continue to take everything from me if I don’t put a stop to it now. So told her “I don’t own this premises and I have already paid with my own tips for your drink there is nothing else I can give you.” She walked away with out a care in the world, she gotten what she wanted.

This old lady is well known to us by now, she is not homeless she is by far richer than me in materialistically and money. She has a property in well to do posh area of the city and 5 minutes walk from where I work.   

My ex-business partner I-wolf-rene who is Elitist Narcissist who used, abused and groomed me for 5 years, I-wolf-rene is a pro at this tactic and used it on me all the time. I-wolf-rene would show her mask of being small & frail that nobody understands her all the sob stories because she was Asian, and people misunderstood her due to her accent, what she meant and her justification is that it’s their fault not hers.  She would hook me in to doing what she wants and then within a short time she would demand more and more of my time and until I must give all my time to her, used me to do her bidding.

Once I-wolf-rene successfully at manipulating me into giving her what she wanted from me either by tricking me to contributing my time and money, she could not stop there and would take more and more. I became a cash cow to her and spending 3 to 4 days with her being her slave and wanting to possess me as she has the unhealthy obsessive attraction towards me.

This experience of seeing that old lady reminded me of my 5 years of abused from I-wolf-rene who used me as cash cow and took everything from me. She would have taken the shirt that I am wearing had I not woken up from her abused.
It does make me sad as every time I see this old lady (which is often) that she is always alone, and I could tell she is assessing should I play my game with him.
No matter how much narcissist try to hold their mask sooner or later their narcissistic mask will drop. Once narcissist is caught and unmasked no matter how much they try to convince you, do not believe them, they are soul-sucking, energy vampire that only see you as their supply.


I have been a victim of a very greedy and ambitious covert narcissist. It truly pained me to see how appallingly despicable I-wolf-rene has been without conscience, lying through her teeth, breaching the trust that has been bestowed on her by Kosmic Fusion and the Founders of Kosmic Fusion Sree Maa Shri Ji, fellow volunteers in the FIT program, all done under the guise of a volunteer and a friend. She always had well-orchestrated malicious plans with an intent to manipulate and take advantage as much as she could. She has taken advantage of everyone’s kindness.
I-wolf-rene has been unmasked and exposed for what she truly is a covert narcissist.
I-wolf-rene is uncontrollably venting out her anger on the innocent Sree Maa Shri Ji who have supported me because she can never have me or possess me ever again, it is her downfall for messing with people’s trust and kindness.
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