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How Sunshine’s Light Been Diminished

Katie Sunshine have no idea who has been #backstabbing her. Sunshine thinks that Diarrhea is a friend but really Diarrhea was the one who was backstabbing her from the beginning because Diarrhea does not like her and because she is difficult to control. Not only that Diarrhea wrote how she manages to get Katie Sunshine out of #KosmicFusion and cause rip between Katie Sunshine and her close friend who also volunteered to Kosmic Fusion. Diarrhea could not handle this since Diarrhea came with her insidious and sinister intention to be the only one to lead and anyone else is a threat to her, so Diarrhea made sure that Kosmic Fusion would not grow because of Diarrhea #jealousy of Sree Maa Shri Ji.

Diarrhea wanted the Power!, Wanted to have the #SupremeGrace of #SreeMaaShriJi! This is what drives Diarrhea.

Katie Sunshine is a stooge and a #flyingmonkey used by Diarrhea and I-wolf-rene. Sunshine have no idea that it was Diarrhea who has been feeding her doubts, #gaslighted and #triangulation with other volunteers to create the chaos that Katie Sunshine would leave Kosmic Fusion so that Diarrhea of plan to keep Kosmic Fusion in New Zealand growth are stunted and that Diarrhea to maintain her seniority and to lead Kosmic Fusion Australia with I-wolf-rene as her plan to create a new group in Germany and I-wolf-rene in Taiwan. Katie Sunshine could you not see that it was Diarrhea passing the blaming on the New Zealand people for not being ready. Sunshine need to wake up at how racist Diarrhea could be, yet Sunshine could not see that someone close to her pulling the string and they do it subtlety. Katie Sunshine and Diarrhea did not do anything for Kosmic Fusion nor they came for their Souls nor work on the dark self which what’s #FiT is all about. Diarrhea and I-Wolf-Rene only played their Narcissistic game.

Though it was very subtle how Diarrhea has playing, bad mouthing and backstabbing Katie Sunshine. It has been Diarrhea’s hot topic with I-wolf-rene about the New Zealand volunteers and especially Katie Sunshine. Diarrhea in New Zealand and I-Wolf-Rene in Australia have been coordinating together from the start.
I should have known the Big red flag when Diarrhea volunteered for the #Conscious Living Festival Perth – 16 to 19 October, it was that time when Diarrhea has tried to feed doubts about Katie Sunshine because of what a psychic woman told her about how vulnerable she is and this totally shows the lack of faith and trust of Katie Sunshine on the signature of the Source/Void – #QuantumVortexScalarWavePhotonPulse.

Diarrhea write this and relayed it how Diarrhea wanted to plant a seed of doubts with Archita and myself… of course I-Wolf-Rene never had faith or have good intentions.
I am sorry that Katie Sunshine you got bump out by Diarrhea, but to get played again and be a stooge and a flying monkey who hides behinds the fake name I would say good riddance about Katie Sunshine. Katie Sunshine is just another plain Jane who is such a hypocrite who talks about spiritual, keeping energetic hygiene and wanting to get married and find the sexual relation so sacred… Yet all she does is looking for someone to lay her at every opportunity at the same time desperate to get married because some psychic say that they saw the diamond ring in her hand… Diarrhea used your Pride and Arrogance which was your weakness.
Good luck to you Sunshine!!!, you miss out on the Ultimate #Grace the Love of Your Soul because of chasing #ego materialistic 2 minutes lay.

They may have tricked you into thinking you are doing a good cause, but really, they just used you. Katie Sunshine your true light had been diminished again by Diarrhea but your action made it as bad as Diarrhea. At the moment you are in your honeymoon with Diarrhea and I-wolf-rene but sooner or later once your usefulness is over you will be discarded like rubbish and you will be looking what have I done, but by then you will be a nobody again.

Power and Control

The Alpha Male
Here is 1 example of how much control and power this I-wolf-rene had over me. I-wolf-rene is crying out wolf for being exposed for what she is a venomous snake who got caught stealing Intelectual Property and ripped me off. I-wolf-rene had made 3 fake FB account one of them is Norman Kelly (was Kelly Norman), Swami Maharaj (was Swami Swami) and Sherry Lee (Jacki Miller) she had to add my friends, family, and Pulsar to send out a hate mail and propagate a paid Article that she paid for which is all a lie. Please stand up and don’t let them get away with this Malignant Narcissist kind of behavior by as she is venting her anger towards the innocent which is Sree Maa Shri Ji. I-wolf-rene has gone beyond any sense as her hatred and anger for losing her Narcissist supply and due to her most unhealthy obsessive attraction towards me and not able to have Kosmic Fusion, this had totally push her, I-wolf-rene have gone beyond revenge and has a vendetta against the few that have stood by me which is Sree Maa Shri Ji and the FiT’s.
Don’t feed the Narcissist,
Expose them it is doing a service to the community!
It’s 12:43 am, here you could see the how she was controlling me to even demand that i should have a shower! My mother would not even dare say that to me when i was 10 years old!!
She continued and expressed her displeasure and how she has been social Media stalking me… this includes WhatsApp, Messenger…
I-Wolf-Rene put pressure, shame, and guilt.. so that i will bend to her will…
I-Wolf-Rene likes to play a victim when in fact she is that one who is the manipulative cunning Narcissist… all this smearing campaign that she is doing just to get revenge for being exposed will only hit her 1000 fold. I will continue to unmasked this Python who had been victimizing the innocent for so long.
She belittle my efforts and say that the emails i edited… i messed it up… she continued to put blame on me..
Yet she demands that i be fair and that she be acknowledged and respected by her partner.
What partner would talk to someone like this?
Hari OM Brahman_/\_
I tried to play big even though I don’t want to deal with her.
She tried to lure be back in… put the hooks and baited me with a link about “The year of the Money” after not responding the whole day. Its all about money for her…
I-wolf-rene try to lure me back in with Chinese belief that this year of Money. Still not happy with her… I do not want to respond.
Yet i responded,
She could not help but put another guilt trip over me that she is missing out family time….
Here we worked till 3am or so…
And you can see that at 7 am i am already on my way to Central Coast from Bankstown which is about 1.30 hours drive.
You could also see that she is the decision maker and that all the write up and emails are checked and edited before I sent it.
I-Wolf-Rene here revealed her intention to buy a house to convert to workshop and healing room where she used me a slave and another volunteer to renovate the house and Granny flat, we also build up the Holistic Freedom Wellness Center for her where i contributed a lot in it because she convinced me that it is all for Kosmic Fusion.
I could now connect the dot… that all her scheming and insidious are all for her gain.
Once I-Wolf-Rene Systematically passed off all the Intellectual property, data, and copyrights material from Kosmic Fusion and to Komal & Hanuman and from Komal & Hanuman to Holistic Freedom with me investing all in. Once she gotten everything…
She removed herself from the Director of the Company and closed Komal & Hanuman without legally informing and leaving me with debt…. while she has all the sole owner to Holistic Freedom and the Holistic Freedom Wellness Center and stolen the Intellectual Property, Data and Copyrights Material.
I have trusted her wholeheartedly and she used and abused my trust and my kindness. She has unhealthy obsessions towards me and now that she could not have me her toy/supply and Kosmic Fusion she is now venting her anger by doing a smear campaign towards me and to the innocent which is Sree Maa Shri Ji who have been supporting me.

Early Warning Sign Of A Pathological Persons – I-Wolf-Rene tick all of them






I believe this is a very important post I have made. I have experience every typical RED FLAGS and everything is spot on to the T with dealing with Narcissist Sociopath. I was not able to spot many of the typical RED FLAGS as the insidious and malignant nature of her Covert Narcissist was hidden in many masks and became harder and harder to see the truth due to being groomed, manipulated, controlled and made as a flying monkey to direct her rage at the other innocent victims.

Very clinging, she knows she had me hooked 

Here she was reminding that we had Soul Connection

Here I-Wolf-Rene would buy a cheap knock-off of Camilla (Australian fashion style) and wear them when we are exhibiting in Embrace Life, Festival of Dreams, Psychic Alternative Fair, Meetup and other events. I-Wolf-Rene want to imitate Sree Maa and replace Sree Maa the founder of Kosmic Fusion. You can even see even the high platform shoe that Sree Maa Shri Ji like to wear, she has to wear them.

Will elaborate more at every points.
Early Warning Sign Of A Pathological Persons – And I-Wolf-Rene tick all of them, below are some example

*Fast-moving relationship
I-Wolf-Rene was all over me like Destiny. I-Wolf-Rene Love bombing me, mirror me and wanted me to commit all my time with I-Wolf-Rene.

*Overwhelmingly attentive
I-Wolf-Rene was very attentive and would fan my ego and feed me what ever that my ego need.

*Claims a soulmate connection
I-Wolf-Rene always though that we had Soulmate connection and in I-Wolf-Rene deluded mind she though that we are a Twin Flame and even Twin Ray… trying to be so Grand into believing that she could be Sree Maa. And I-Wolf-Rene trying to fit me as the spot of Shri Ji.


*Needs help and or pity
I-Wolf-Rene played a misunderstood, fragile little Asian girl who everyone misunderstood because of her accent. And that she is doing the only one doing everything when she is volunteering and that it is all for Kosmic Fusion. Which is all a lie, first she has a degree in English and works in University Library. I-Wolf-Rene is a wolf pretending to be a sheep, she was preying on the volunteers of Kosmic Fusion and stealing Intellectual Property, data and copyright material from Kosmic Fusion so that she can start her own group. I-Wolf-Rene only started to volunteer for her own gain so that buy her time to build herself a network before executing her plan to take over and replace Sree Maa Shri Ji.

*History of failed relationships
I-Wolf-Rene have long history of failed relationship, with her father and mother, sibling and paternal relations. I-Wolf-Rene have big grudge on all of them and she has made sure that she paid them back.
I-Wolf-Rene had couple of romantic relation which she say had taken advantage of her when really it’s the other way around. It was her used, abused and discard tactic.

*Lack of nostalgia
I-Wolf-Rene has this wishful thinking to live out the life she missed out when she was young, that is what I-Wolf-Rene had kept her claw to me. I-Wolf-Rene wanted to experience what I had experience when I used to drink, smoke and party. As she had a very mundane life of study study and study. When she though she was free and end up going to University in country side, she failed to find the life she wish for and end up living another mundane life.

*Few Personal Possessions
Though I-Wolf-Rene have many things but all this are either from the husband hard work. And everything that she had building on like the Holistic Freedom and Holistic Freedom Wellness Centre are all from me contribution. I-Wolf-Rene like to rode on the success of other for instant taking advantage and abusing the kindness of Kosmic Fusion and Sree Maa Shri Ji, she ride the Kosmic Fusion umbrella and from there had also rode on the successful name of Hanumanji and created Komal & Hanuman. I-Wolf-Rene wanted the status of the Immortal Bhakti Hanumanji.

*Inconsistent details of past
I-Wolf-Rene always change her stories, you can hear it in one of the interviews how she was lying about her qualifications as Akaashik Records Neutralizing and continue to lie in the interview as if she is expert when she was not or she gotten permission – will share it another time.


*Financially irresponsible
I-Wolf-Rene like to spend over her means and even try to dupe me many times where I became a cash cow to her. I-Wolf-Rene likes to buy many make up and beauty product to cover the insidious face that she kept hidden. In truth even her husband told me that he could not maintain her means of spending money and even told me that he had to cut his sons pocket money for 2 weeks because of I-Wolf-Rene spending and traveling.

*No personal accountability
Totally no personal accountability when i relay that her husband is having difficulty in maintaining the finance and that he had to cut her sons allowance for 2 weeks. I-Wolf-Rene nonchalantly said he had spare money he just does not want to spend, he had emergency money. I was totally shocked do not know what to say..


*Target begins to act outside their norms
My behavior had change from confident to having been under the thumb of I-Wolf-Rene where she was able to control every aspect of my life. I-Wolf-Rene had cutoff everyone from me, my friends, my family, the FiTs and Sree Maa Shri Ji. I-Wolf-Rene wanted all the attention all to her and would get jealous of anyone who would talk to me or get my attention. 5 years of emotionally, mentally abuse who duped me into thinking that she was a trusted friend, ripped me off and shattered my self esteem into a thousand pieces.What makes me more angry is that she has targeted the few that have stood by me and by sending them hate mail and smear campaign. 


#narcissist #CovertNarcissist #MalignantNarcissist #Narcissiticabuse #Gaslighting #SmearCampaign #Fraud #CognitiveDissonance #ToxicPeople #TruamaBonding #LoveBombing


Elitist Narcissist is crying wolf and venting her anger

The narcissist is crying wolf and venting her anger by doing a smear campaign because she is exposed and got caught.
There is thousands of evidence in WhatsApp, Messenger, emails at how she have lie, bully, manipulated, groomed, used and abused me for 5 years.
There is much more proof how I-Wolf-Rene demanded money from the volunteers Kosmic Fusion, at how I-Wolf-Rene siphon data from Kosmic Fusion, Stolen Intellectual Property & Copyright Material.
I have many pictures how this Elitist Narcissist have dress up and imitate Sree Maa style of dress, she would copycat Sree Maa Shri Ji and would used Sree Maa’s Absolute Teaching and Quote in Cosmic Meetup, events and be talking with volunteers.
She would always use and abused Sree Maa’s name and sabotage Sree Maa’s name, even though Sree Maa have never met all these people but she had already poison everyone perception and mind with making contact by sharing inaccurate half-truth and saying it’s from Sree Maa Shri Ji. She always take all the benefit and then put Sree Maa Shri Ji in front of the train to be run over…
She is a chameleon she would copy at how Sree Maa cracks Sree Maa’s neck or how I-Wolf-Rene would imitate Sree Maa with how she ran her hands through her hair like Sree Maa Shri Ji, buy lotion, moisturizer, fix her nail and other toiletry. She would buy a cheap knock-off of Camilla (Australian fashion style) and wear them when we are exhibiting in Embrace Life, Festival of Dreams, Psychic Alternative Fair, Meetup and other events.
This Elitist Narcissist wanted to replace Sree Maa Shri Ji and take over Kosmic Fusion and make it her own.
Will be sharing more evidence of this another time.
Will be sharing more how now she is crying wolf and venting her anger by doing a smear campaign because she is exposed and got caught. Mainly because she could not have Kosmic Fusion and have me as her possession the toy that she is obsessive with and would destroy who ever supported me. This is why her anger towards the innocent whom is Sree Maa Shri Ji is relentless.
How I-Wolf-Rene would copy Sree Maa’s dress and mannerism. 
I-Wolf-Rene would buy a knock-off Camilla Design dress to imitate Sree Maa
In here I-Wolf-Rene even have the high platform shoes to imitate Sree Maa

I-Wolf-Rene love looking at herself in the mirror and she loves posing 

Stressful Chaotic Materialistic Egoistic Manic World – before AwaKeNiN & TrAnSfOrMaTiON

Before AwaKeNiN & TrAnSfOrMaTiON i was someone who was drowning in my own never ending chattering mind, ego has me in its grasp had been smothering me mercilessly. Always worried about work, families, friends successful and at the same time trying to find mySelf in a stressful chaotic materialistic egoistic manic world.
That by 10 years old have experience numerous flood, cyclones, volcano and so on that it feels like many life time experience. Have remember when as a 3-4 years old being a skin bones for being in poverty, have light up a match and burn a flower of a grass and asking my sister, who is 1 year older than me, what it taste like, as we were hungry as there was nothing else to eat. Saw the world of dog eat dog for what it is, morality are discarded and where survival are the main drive, survival of the fittest – thrive or perish.
Mum had to work far and away from the family as she become the bread winner after all the breadwinner my father and grandfather died within a year of each other.
The game of life and ego drama does not stop weather you are living in Eastern or Western or religious or non-religious life.
Even after escaping poverty and moving to Australia it was still the same never ending drama.
Become a bartender, where I was introduce to the Bartending’s life where endless drinking, partying, smoking and taking illegal substance is the norm to fit in to socialize and be part of the group. Being a a shy and naïve young man working in a very busy centralise complex, th e lime light can easily get you hook. Have become a chain smoker, where i could easily smoke a packet a day and more when i go out and party. When partying it could go on for days. At very early 20’s years old doctor said the needle pain in your toes it’s because of excessive drinking of alcohol, a sign of being an alcoholic. Tried many times to stop drinking and smoking but with so many parties, peer pressure and friends who just gets you back to the bad habits again it was never ending cycles.
Within a short time i was able to stop drinking, partying, smoking and was able to identify all the negative aspect of myself and able to drop those off including all the friends who has been bring me down.
Had a massive trans-formative effect on myself.
Found easily become vegetarian, no consumption of fish, eggs and quit drinking coffee (two cups every day) despite working in a café environment.
But the most amazing part is a true connection to Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse 24/7. Tangible evidence within me as am able to Transform and let go of all that is not me and take me instantly to my highest potential. Have never felt my multidimensional Self like it before. You felt nurture, love and one the first thing in the morning and the last thing I could remember when going to sleep.

My Journey with Kosmic Fusion – Clarito

Energetic Synthesis for Empaths and Sensitives

Lifts The Veil Of Illusion

There is only Sree Maa Shri Ji – the living embodiment of the ABSOLUTE who could empowers me to take care of my own little self (ego) and where my little self would be readily, willing to pave way for my Akarmi (non-doer) to lead my chariot in Bhakti (devotion), an opportunity of millions of life time opportunity to embody my highest Potential. Experiencing the supersonic short cut to pathless path in Akarmi to beyond – beyond, from Neutrality to Totality.
Provider of my Atma and my spiritual teacher of the journey of the Pathless path.
Sree Maa Shri Ji’s Absolute Teaching which lifts the veil of illusion from your eyes and breaks down all the barrier that holds us in bondage in many eons of life time, totally mind blowing light-heartedly effortlessly explain and break down by Sree Maa Shri Ji to easily understandable digestible and truly effortlessly enlightening for everyone. With the support from other Facilitator in Training who have whole heartedly devoted their Heart, Soul and Passion to come as One in this journey to Ultimate Liberation through the One and Only ONE.

Energetic Synthesis for Empaths and Sensitives

My Journey with Kosmic Fusion – Clarito

How the Absolute Supreme Grace found me





Late 2012


Have always felt that there is more to life than what it is and that my life can be meaningful with a purpose than for what it is now. Have always felt and believe that there ought to be more than the life that I live for and that there is Living Diving that is far greater than I am in this materialistic world, in a world where its becoming more and more chaotic every day. To live in this modern time as a normal person with so much ego in an egoistic materialistic world with every other ego’s maniac person in this world. How am i going to find the One and Only ONE the Absolute and be connected? 

Have never felt connected nor felt tangible present of the Supreme Absolute, even after going to martial art 4 to 5 days a week dedicating myself in mastering calligraphy Yoga, Qi gong and meditation. 
Everything is unfamiliar with me and exploring and experience the self. With my dedication I have started to feel slight energies, and able to meditate even though I dislike it I persisted. I have put so much effort with very little result, and still I do not feel any connection to Absolute. Felt my martial art teacher was not the best example to lead me beyond egoistic world. As already doing full time job and training 3 to 5 days a week, and that if i want to improve suggested by my martial teacher that I should go to University learn Chinese and Chinese Medicine then he can teach me acupuncture which will cause thousands of dollars every step. Even if i have the financial support I would not have enough time.


Have realized even if I was a monk in a temple and able to dedicate my whole life in marital arts, Yoga, Qi Gong, meditation, learn Chinese and Chinese Medicine and acupuncture it would not be enough in this life time to master it and take me beyond it. Also I felt that what I am learning is just feeding my ego by strengthen the I and empowering it. At the same time i do not feel there was a Divine connection. It was all about strengthening the body, be faster, stronger, reflexive action of the body and conditioning the mind with the body as instinct of a warrior.
Even mastering it and having the instinct of the warrior we were told to not use it only for defence, also what you have trained you become a weapon and could hurt someone badly.  

Then realising what is the point of it you can’t practically use it in day to day life nor it gives me spiritual growth. No matter how good or great I became in Martial Art, Qi-Gong, Acupuncture or how strong or how fast I became once the body and mind it will perish in time and in my time of demise it will not help me with my Soul Liberation.

That was it, all that hard work will be for nothing because it does not have any benefit to my own spiritual growth nor for my Soul Liberation. It is nothing but trapping and entangling me more to the 3D and 4D Matrix. That is not what I am looking for.

I have been praying and wishing to feel connected with the Absolute and my pray was heard by Sree Maa Shri Ji who was exhibiting in the Mind Body Spirit Festival (MBS) as Kosmic Fusion stand.

Have been very fortunate that i have found Kosmic Fusion when i did at the Mind Body Spirit Festival in late 2012, it was the last day and last hours i just finished work. Walking around praying that I be guided to find what I was looking for, I was able to visit two stand and one of them is Kosmic Fusion. They were very busy and preoccupied with people experiencing Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse.

I was standing outside of the stand watching and reading the posters as I gazed through one of the volunteer and wondered what are they doing? What is it about?
The volunteer is (Kalyan Mitra) Ekta, somehow or another she turned around as if someone had tap her on the shoulder and looked me directly straight in the eyes. I was so shocked, in my head I asked myself did she just heard me! There was such a divine meaningful and knowledge look she gave. Ekta turn back at what she was doing, standing next to Ekta Mrs N and one sitting down next to Mrs N is (Kalyan Mitra) Simran. I was very fascinated, so I continue to observe, I saw Ekta whispered to Mrs N and both looked me in the eyes as they turn around. I was dumbfounded did not know what to do. OMG!, did they know I am there and what am looking for, did they heard me?, something amazing is happening but could not comprehend it thus I left and walked away as it never happened before.

After contemplating at what happen, wanted to know more so I went back but different volunteers was there, Ekta & Mrs N was gone.

The new volunteer standing outside the stand handed me broacher and tried to talk to me but was not able to understand anything nor did I have the opportunity to experience the Supreme Grace of Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse before going home as the volunteer was busy and Mind Body Spirit Festival was about to close.

I did not understand the broacher nor could I comprehend it, when I reread it at home and still could not comprehend the Greatness, magnitude and the Phenomenon of Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse, and decided if any of it was true will go all the way to find out.

Totally blows my mind that I have been dedicating myself 4 to5 days in Martial, Qi-Gong, Yoga and Meditation thus I understand effort and the hard work it requires, yet with AwaKeNiN & TrAnSfOrMaTiON workshop all that I am praying for has been answered.

Amazing how AwaKeNiN & TrAnSfOrMaTiON workshop is readily shared by Sree Maa Shri Ji through their unconditional Love – Supreme Grace which is the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse – instantaneously shared to whomever ready to step up and heard calling to do the AwaKeNiN & TrAnSfOrMaTiON workshop. The initiation and activation in the workshop would have taken many millions life time to achieve, made it effortlessly so easy for me and for all of us to receive the most precious initiation. The Process of letting go of all the obsoletes patterns, programs, vows and contract from this life time and previous life time that is holding as down and Truly Freeing Us from all the drama and to finding our True Self to embodying it. Truly Supersonic short!!!
Within a short time after AwaKeNiN & TrAnSfOrMaTiON i was able to stop drinking, partying, smoking, taking drugs and was able to let go at ease all the addictions, dependency and negative aspect of myself. I was able to see the influence of friends who does not have a best interest in me but only brings me down. But the most amazing part is the true connection to Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse 24/7. Tangible evidence within me as am able to Transform and let go of all that is not me and take me instantly to my highest potential. Have never felt my multidimensional Self like it before, was able to feel the Pulse, Wave and the Vortex from within me and my energy bodies for the very first time. The constant nurturing, love and connection with Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse was amazing. Finding Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse emitting 24/ 7 was amazing and having to feel blessed, nurtured, connected, loved all at the same time and be one with the Absolute on every first conscious moment when I wake up and the final conscious moment when I fall asleep… WOW.

Aapke Prati Sada Atyant Abhari Rahunga Sree Maa Shri Ji – the embodiment of Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse for hearing my pray and granting me my wish and finding me when Sree Maa Shri Ji did. There is no sufficient words that could express my eternal Gratitude to my Absolute – Sree Maa Shri Ji. Forever laying in Sapoorna Samarpan at the Lotus Feet of Sree Maa Shri Ji.








Kosmic Fusion – Mind Body Spirit Sydney May 2013 Performance Stage
Experience the 22nd Century Multi Dimensional Healing and demonstration of the Power of Shunya Bindu






My Journey with Kosmic Fusion – Clarito