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How Sunshine’s Light Been Diminished

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Katie Sunshine have no idea who has been #backstabbing her. Sunshine thinks that Diarrhea is a friend but really Diarrhea was the one who was backstabbing her from the beginning because Diarrhea does not like her and because she is difficult to control. Not only that Diarrhea wrote how she manages to get Katie Sunshine out of #KosmicFusion and cause rip between Katie Sunshine and her close friend who also volunteered to Kosmic Fusion. Diarrhea could not handle this since Diarrhea came with her insidious and sinister intention to be the only one to lead and anyone else is a threat to her, so Diarrhea made sure that Kosmic Fusion would not grow because of Diarrhea #jealousy of Sree Maa Shri Ji.

Diarrhea wanted the Power!, Wanted to have the #SupremeGrace of #SreeMaaShriJi! This is what drives Diarrhea.

Katie Sunshine is a stooge and a #flyingmonkey used by Diarrhea and I-wolf-rene. Sunshine have no idea that it was Diarrhea who has been feeding her doubts, #gaslighted and #triangulation with other volunteers to create the chaos that Katie Sunshine would leave Kosmic Fusion so that Diarrhea of plan to keep Kosmic Fusion in New Zealand growth are stunted and that Diarrhea to maintain her seniority and to lead Kosmic Fusion Australia with I-wolf-rene as her plan to create a new group in Germany and I-wolf-rene in Taiwan. Katie Sunshine could you not see that it was Diarrhea passing the blaming on the New Zealand people for not being ready. Sunshine need to wake up at how racist Diarrhea could be, yet Sunshine could not see that someone close to her pulling the string and they do it subtlety. Katie Sunshine and Diarrhea did not do anything for Kosmic Fusion nor they came for their Souls nor work on the dark self which what’s #FiT is all about. Diarrhea and I-Wolf-Rene only played their Narcissistic game.

Though it was very subtle how Diarrhea has playing, bad mouthing and backstabbing Katie Sunshine. It has been Diarrhea’s hot topic with I-wolf-rene about the New Zealand volunteers and especially Katie Sunshine. Diarrhea in New Zealand and I-Wolf-Rene in Australia have been coordinating together from the start.
I should have known the Big red flag when Diarrhea volunteered for the #Conscious Living Festival Perth – 16 to 19 October, it was that time when Diarrhea has tried to feed doubts about Katie Sunshine because of what a psychic woman told her about how vulnerable she is and this totally shows the lack of faith and trust of Katie Sunshine on the signature of the Source/Void – #QuantumVortexScalarWavePhotonPulse.

Diarrhea write this and relayed it how Diarrhea wanted to plant a seed of doubts with Archita and myself… of course I-Wolf-Rene never had faith or have good intentions.
I am sorry that Katie Sunshine you got bump out by Diarrhea, but to get played again and be a stooge and a flying monkey who hides behinds the fake name I would say good riddance about Katie Sunshine. Katie Sunshine is just another plain Jane who is such a hypocrite who talks about spiritual, keeping energetic hygiene and wanting to get married and find the sexual relation so sacred… Yet all she does is looking for someone to lay her at every opportunity at the same time desperate to get married because some psychic say that they saw the diamond ring in her hand… Diarrhea used your Pride and Arrogance which was your weakness.
Good luck to you Sunshine!!!, you miss out on the Ultimate #Grace the Love of Your Soul because of chasing #ego materialistic 2 minutes lay.

They may have tricked you into thinking you are doing a good cause, but really, they just used you. Katie Sunshine your true light had been diminished again by Diarrhea but your action made it as bad as Diarrhea. At the moment you are in your honeymoon with Diarrhea and I-wolf-rene but sooner or later once your usefulness is over you will be discarded like rubbish and you will be looking what have I done, but by then you will be a nobody again.

Power and Control

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The Alpha Male
Here is 1 example of how much control and power this I-wolf-rene had over me. I-wolf-rene is crying out wolf for being exposed for what she is a venomous snake who got caught stealing Intelectual Property and ripped me off. I-wolf-rene had made 3 fake FB account one of them is Norman Kelly (was Kelly Norman), Swami Maharaj (was Swami Swami) and Sherry Lee (Jacki Miller) she had to add my friends, family, and Pulsar to send out a hate mail and propagate a paid Article that she paid for which is all a lie. Please stand up and don’t let them get away with this Malignant Narcissist kind of behavior by as she is venting her anger towards the innocent which is Sree Maa Shri Ji. I-wolf-rene has gone beyond any sense as her hatred and anger for losing her Narcissist supply and due to her most unhealthy obsessive attraction towards me and not able to have Kosmic Fusion, this had totally push her, I-wolf-rene have gone beyond revenge and has a vendetta against the few that have stood by me which is Sree Maa Shri Ji and the FiT’s.
Don’t feed the Narcissist,
Expose them it is doing a service to the community!
It’s 12:43 am, here you could see the how she was controlling me to even demand that i should have a shower! My mother would not even dare say that to me when i was 10 years old!!
She continued and expressed her displeasure and how she has been social Media stalking me… this includes WhatsApp, Messenger…
I-Wolf-Rene put pressure, shame, and guilt.. so that i will bend to her will…
I-Wolf-Rene likes to play a victim when in fact she is that one who is the manipulative cunning Narcissist… all this smearing campaign that she is doing just to get revenge for being exposed will only hit her 1000 fold. I will continue to unmasked this Python who had been victimizing the innocent for so long.
She belittle my efforts and say that the emails i edited… i messed it up… she continued to put blame on me..
Yet she demands that i be fair and that she be acknowledged and respected by her partner.
What partner would talk to someone like this?
Hari OM Brahman_/\_
I tried to play big even though I don’t want to deal with her.
She tried to lure be back in… put the hooks and baited me with a link about “The year of the Money” after not responding the whole day. Its all about money for her…
I-wolf-rene try to lure me back in with Chinese belief that this year of Money. Still not happy with her… I do not want to respond.
Yet i responded,
She could not help but put another guilt trip over me that she is missing out family time….
Here we worked till 3am or so…
And you can see that at 7 am i am already on my way to Central Coast from Bankstown which is about 1.30 hours drive.
You could also see that she is the decision maker and that all the write up and emails are checked and edited before I sent it.
I-Wolf-Rene here revealed her intention to buy a house to convert to workshop and healing room where she used me a slave and another volunteer to renovate the house and Granny flat, we also build up the Holistic Freedom Wellness Center for her where i contributed a lot in it because she convinced me that it is all for Kosmic Fusion.
I could now connect the dot… that all her scheming and insidious are all for her gain.
Once I-Wolf-Rene Systematically passed off all the Intellectual property, data, and copyrights material from Kosmic Fusion and to Komal & Hanuman and from Komal & Hanuman to Holistic Freedom with me investing all in. Once she gotten everything…
She removed herself from the Director of the Company and closed Komal & Hanuman without legally informing and leaving me with debt…. while she has all the sole owner to Holistic Freedom and the Holistic Freedom Wellness Center and stolen the Intellectual Property, Data and Copyrights Material.
I have trusted her wholeheartedly and she used and abused my trust and my kindness. She has unhealthy obsessions towards me and now that she could not have me her toy/supply and Kosmic Fusion she is now venting her anger by doing a smear campaign towards me and to the innocent which is Sree Maa Shri Ji who have been supporting me.

Early Warning Sign Of A Pathological Persons – I-Wolf-Rene tick all of them

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I believe this is a very important post I have made. I have experience every typical RED FLAGS and everything is spot on to the T with dealing with Narcissist Sociopath. I was not able to spot many of the typical RED FLAGS as the insidious and malignant nature of her Covert Narcissist was hidden in many masks and became harder and harder to see the truth due to being groomed, manipulated, controlled and made as a flying monkey to direct her rage at the other innocent victims.

Very clinging, she knows she had me hooked 

Here she was reminding that we had Soul Connection

Here I-Wolf-Rene would buy a cheap knock-off of Camilla (Australian fashion style) and wear them when we are exhibiting in Embrace Life, Festival of Dreams, Psychic Alternative Fair, Meetup and other events. I-Wolf-Rene want to imitate Sree Maa and replace Sree Maa the founder of Kosmic Fusion. You can even see even the high platform shoe that Sree Maa Shri Ji like to wear, she has to wear them.

Will elaborate more at every points.
Early Warning Sign Of A Pathological Persons – And I-Wolf-Rene tick all of them, below are some example

*Fast-moving relationship
I-Wolf-Rene was all over me like Destiny. I-Wolf-Rene Love bombing me, mirror me and wanted me to commit all my time with I-Wolf-Rene.

*Overwhelmingly attentive
I-Wolf-Rene was very attentive and would fan my ego and feed me what ever that my ego need.

*Claims a soulmate connection
I-Wolf-Rene always though that we had Soulmate connection and in I-Wolf-Rene deluded mind she though that we are a Twin Flame and even Twin Ray… trying to be so Grand into believing that she could be Sree Maa. And I-Wolf-Rene trying to fit me as the spot of Shri Ji.


*Needs help and or pity
I-Wolf-Rene played a misunderstood, fragile little Asian girl who everyone misunderstood because of her accent. And that she is doing the only one doing everything when she is volunteering and that it is all for Kosmic Fusion. Which is all a lie, first she has a degree in English and works in University Library. I-Wolf-Rene is a wolf pretending to be a sheep, she was preying on the volunteers of Kosmic Fusion and stealing Intellectual Property, data and copyright material from Kosmic Fusion so that she can start her own group. I-Wolf-Rene only started to volunteer for her own gain so that buy her time to build herself a network before executing her plan to take over and replace Sree Maa Shri Ji.

*History of failed relationships
I-Wolf-Rene have long history of failed relationship, with her father and mother, sibling and paternal relations. I-Wolf-Rene have big grudge on all of them and she has made sure that she paid them back.
I-Wolf-Rene had couple of romantic relation which she say had taken advantage of her when really it’s the other way around. It was her used, abused and discard tactic.

*Lack of nostalgia
I-Wolf-Rene has this wishful thinking to live out the life she missed out when she was young, that is what I-Wolf-Rene had kept her claw to me. I-Wolf-Rene wanted to experience what I had experience when I used to drink, smoke and party. As she had a very mundane life of study study and study. When she though she was free and end up going to University in country side, she failed to find the life she wish for and end up living another mundane life.

*Few Personal Possessions
Though I-Wolf-Rene have many things but all this are either from the husband hard work. And everything that she had building on like the Holistic Freedom and Holistic Freedom Wellness Centre are all from me contribution. I-Wolf-Rene like to rode on the success of other for instant taking advantage and abusing the kindness of Kosmic Fusion and Sree Maa Shri Ji, she ride the Kosmic Fusion umbrella and from there had also rode on the successful name of Hanumanji and created Komal & Hanuman. I-Wolf-Rene wanted the status of the Immortal Bhakti Hanumanji.

*Inconsistent details of past
I-Wolf-Rene always change her stories, you can hear it in one of the interviews how she was lying about her qualifications as Akaashik Records Neutralizing and continue to lie in the interview as if she is expert when she was not or she gotten permission – will share it another time.


*Financially irresponsible
I-Wolf-Rene like to spend over her means and even try to dupe me many times where I became a cash cow to her. I-Wolf-Rene likes to buy many make up and beauty product to cover the insidious face that she kept hidden. In truth even her husband told me that he could not maintain her means of spending money and even told me that he had to cut his sons pocket money for 2 weeks because of I-Wolf-Rene spending and traveling.

*No personal accountability
Totally no personal accountability when i relay that her husband is having difficulty in maintaining the finance and that he had to cut her sons allowance for 2 weeks. I-Wolf-Rene nonchalantly said he had spare money he just does not want to spend, he had emergency money. I was totally shocked do not know what to say..


*Target begins to act outside their norms
My behavior had change from confident to having been under the thumb of I-Wolf-Rene where she was able to control every aspect of my life. I-Wolf-Rene had cutoff everyone from me, my friends, my family, the FiTs and Sree Maa Shri Ji. I-Wolf-Rene wanted all the attention all to her and would get jealous of anyone who would talk to me or get my attention. 5 years of emotionally, mentally abuse who duped me into thinking that she was a trusted friend, ripped me off and shattered my self esteem into a thousand pieces.What makes me more angry is that she has targeted the few that have stood by me and by sending them hate mail and smear campaign. 


#narcissist #CovertNarcissist #MalignantNarcissist #Narcissiticabuse #Gaslighting #SmearCampaign #Fraud #CognitiveDissonance #ToxicPeople #TruamaBonding #LoveBombing


Elitist Narcissist is crying wolf and venting her anger

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The narcissist is crying wolf and venting her anger by doing a smear campaign because she is exposed and got caught.
There is thousands of evidence in WhatsApp, Messenger, emails at how she have lie, bully, manipulated, groomed, used and abused me for 5 years.
There is much more proof how I-Wolf-Rene demanded money from the volunteers Kosmic Fusion, at how I-Wolf-Rene siphon data from Kosmic Fusion, Stolen Intellectual Property & Copyright Material.
I have many pictures how this Elitist Narcissist have dress up and imitate Sree Maa style of dress, she would copycat Sree Maa Shri Ji and would used Sree Maa’s Absolute Teaching and Quote in Cosmic Meetup, events and be talking with volunteers.
She would always use and abused Sree Maa’s name and sabotage Sree Maa’s name, even though Sree Maa have never met all these people but she had already poison everyone perception and mind with making contact by sharing inaccurate half-truth and saying it’s from Sree Maa Shri Ji. She always take all the benefit and then put Sree Maa Shri Ji in front of the train to be run over…
She is a chameleon she would copy at how Sree Maa cracks Sree Maa’s neck or how I-Wolf-Rene would imitate Sree Maa with how she ran her hands through her hair like Sree Maa Shri Ji, buy lotion, moisturizer, fix her nail and other toiletry. She would buy a cheap knock-off of Camilla (Australian fashion style) and wear them when we are exhibiting in Embrace Life, Festival of Dreams, Psychic Alternative Fair, Meetup and other events.
This Elitist Narcissist wanted to replace Sree Maa Shri Ji and take over Kosmic Fusion and make it her own.
Will be sharing more evidence of this another time.
Will be sharing more how now she is crying wolf and venting her anger by doing a smear campaign because she is exposed and got caught. Mainly because she could not have Kosmic Fusion and have me as her possession the toy that she is obsessive with and would destroy who ever supported me. This is why her anger towards the innocent whom is Sree Maa Shri Ji is relentless.
How I-Wolf-Rene would copy Sree Maa’s dress and mannerism. 
I-Wolf-Rene would buy a knock-off Camilla Design dress to imitate Sree Maa
In here I-Wolf-Rene even have the high platform shoes to imitate Sree Maa

I-Wolf-Rene love looking at herself in the mirror and she loves posing 

Stressful Chaotic Materialistic Egoistic Manic World – before AwaKeNiN & TrAnSfOrMaTiON

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Before AwaKeNiN & TrAnSfOrMaTiON i was someone who was drowning in my own never ending chattering mind, ego has me in its grasp had been smothering me mercilessly. Always worried about work, families, friends successful and at the same time trying to find mySelf in a stressful chaotic materialistic egoistic manic world.
That by 10 years old have experience numerous flood, cyclones, volcano and so on that it feels like many life time experience. Have remember when as a 3-4 years old being a skin bones for being in poverty, have light up a match and burn a flower of a grass and asking my sister, who is 1 year older than me, what it taste like, as we were hungry as there was nothing else to eat. Saw the world of dog eat dog for what it is, morality are discarded and where survival are the main drive, survival of the fittest – thrive or perish.
Mum had to work far and away from the family as she become the bread winner after all the breadwinner my father and grandfather died within a year of each other.
The game of life and ego drama does not stop weather you are living in Eastern or Western or religious or non-religious life.
Even after escaping poverty and moving to Australia it was still the same never ending drama.
Become a bartender, where I was introduce to the Bartending’s life where endless drinking, partying, smoking and taking illegal substance is the norm to fit in to socialize and be part of the group. Being a a shy and naïve young man working in a very busy centralise complex, th e lime light can easily get you hook. Have become a chain smoker, where i could easily smoke a packet a day and more when i go out and party. When partying it could go on for days. At very early 20’s years old doctor said the needle pain in your toes it’s because of excessive drinking of alcohol, a sign of being an alcoholic. Tried many times to stop drinking and smoking but with so many parties, peer pressure and friends who just gets you back to the bad habits again it was never ending cycles.
Within a short time i was able to stop drinking, partying, smoking and was able to identify all the negative aspect of myself and able to drop those off including all the friends who has been bring me down.
Had a massive trans-formative effect on myself.
Found easily become vegetarian, no consumption of fish, eggs and quit drinking coffee (two cups every day) despite working in a café environment.
But the most amazing part is a true connection to Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse 24/7. Tangible evidence within me as am able to Transform and let go of all that is not me and take me instantly to my highest potential. Have never felt my multidimensional Self like it before. You felt nurture, love and one the first thing in the morning and the last thing I could remember when going to sleep.

My Journey with Kosmic Fusion – Clarito

Energetic Synthesis for Empaths and Sensitives

Lifts The Veil Of Illusion

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There is only Sree Maa Shri Ji – the living embodiment of the ABSOLUTE who could empowers me to take care of my own little self (ego) and where my little self would be readily, willing to pave way for my Akarmi (non-doer) to lead my chariot in Bhakti (devotion), an opportunity of millions of life time opportunity to embody my highest Potential. Experiencing the supersonic short cut to pathless path in Akarmi to beyond – beyond, from Neutrality to Totality.
Provider of my Atma and my spiritual teacher of the journey of the Pathless path.
Sree Maa Shri Ji’s Absolute Teaching which lifts the veil of illusion from your eyes and breaks down all the barrier that holds us in bondage in many eons of life time, totally mind blowing light-heartedly effortlessly explain and break down by Sree Maa Shri Ji to easily understandable digestible and truly effortlessly enlightening for everyone. With the support from other Facilitator in Training who have whole heartedly devoted their Heart, Soul and Passion to come as One in this journey to Ultimate Liberation through the One and Only ONE.

Energetic Synthesis for Empaths and Sensitives

My Journey with Kosmic Fusion – Clarito

How the Absolute Supreme Grace found me

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Late 2012


Have always felt that there is more to life than what it is and that my life can be meaningful with a purpose than for what it is now. Have always felt and believe that there ought to be more than the life that I live for and that there is Living Diving that is far greater than I am in this materialistic world, in a world where its becoming more and more chaotic every day. To live in this modern time as a normal person with so much ego in an egoistic materialistic world with every other ego’s maniac person in this world. How am i going to find the One and Only ONE the Absolute and be connected? 

Have never felt connected nor felt tangible present of the Supreme Absolute, even after going to martial art 4 to 5 days a week dedicating myself in mastering calligraphy Yoga, Qi gong and meditation. 
Everything is unfamiliar with me and exploring and experience the self. With my dedication I have started to feel slight energies, and able to meditate even though I dislike it I persisted. I have put so much effort with very little result, and still I do not feel any connection to Absolute. Felt my martial art teacher was not the best example to lead me beyond egoistic world. As already doing full time job and training 3 to 5 days a week, and that if i want to improve suggested by my martial teacher that I should go to University learn Chinese and Chinese Medicine then he can teach me acupuncture which will cause thousands of dollars every step. Even if i have the financial support I would not have enough time.


Have realized even if I was a monk in a temple and able to dedicate my whole life in marital arts, Yoga, Qi Gong, meditation, learn Chinese and Chinese Medicine and acupuncture it would not be enough in this life time to master it and take me beyond it. Also I felt that what I am learning is just feeding my ego by strengthen the I and empowering it. At the same time i do not feel there was a Divine connection. It was all about strengthening the body, be faster, stronger, reflexive action of the body and conditioning the mind with the body as instinct of a warrior.
Even mastering it and having the instinct of the warrior we were told to not use it only for defence, also what you have trained you become a weapon and could hurt someone badly.  

Then realising what is the point of it you can’t practically use it in day to day life nor it gives me spiritual growth. No matter how good or great I became in Martial Art, Qi-Gong, Acupuncture or how strong or how fast I became once the body and mind it will perish in time and in my time of demise it will not help me with my Soul Liberation.

That was it, all that hard work will be for nothing because it does not have any benefit to my own spiritual growth nor for my Soul Liberation. It is nothing but trapping and entangling me more to the 3D and 4D Matrix. That is not what I am looking for.

I have been praying and wishing to feel connected with the Absolute and my pray was heard by Sree Maa Shri Ji who was exhibiting in the Mind Body Spirit Festival (MBS) as Kosmic Fusion stand.

Have been very fortunate that i have found Kosmic Fusion when i did at the Mind Body Spirit Festival in late 2012, it was the last day and last hours i just finished work. Walking around praying that I be guided to find what I was looking for, I was able to visit two stand and one of them is Kosmic Fusion. They were very busy and preoccupied with people experiencing Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse.

I was standing outside of the stand watching and reading the posters as I gazed through one of the volunteer and wondered what are they doing? What is it about?
The volunteer is (Kalyan Mitra) Ekta, somehow or another she turned around as if someone had tap her on the shoulder and looked me directly straight in the eyes. I was so shocked, in my head I asked myself did she just heard me! There was such a divine meaningful and knowledge look she gave. Ekta turn back at what she was doing, standing next to Ekta Mrs N and one sitting down next to Mrs N is (Kalyan Mitra) Simran. I was very fascinated, so I continue to observe, I saw Ekta whispered to Mrs N and both looked me in the eyes as they turn around. I was dumbfounded did not know what to do. OMG!, did they know I am there and what am looking for, did they heard me?, something amazing is happening but could not comprehend it thus I left and walked away as it never happened before.

After contemplating at what happen, wanted to know more so I went back but different volunteers was there, Ekta & Mrs N was gone.

The new volunteer standing outside the stand handed me broacher and tried to talk to me but was not able to understand anything nor did I have the opportunity to experience the Supreme Grace of Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse before going home as the volunteer was busy and Mind Body Spirit Festival was about to close.

I did not understand the broacher nor could I comprehend it, when I reread it at home and still could not comprehend the Greatness, magnitude and the Phenomenon of Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse, and decided if any of it was true will go all the way to find out.

Totally blows my mind that I have been dedicating myself 4 to5 days in Martial, Qi-Gong, Yoga and Meditation thus I understand effort and the hard work it requires, yet with AwaKeNiN & TrAnSfOrMaTiON workshop all that I am praying for has been answered.

Amazing how AwaKeNiN & TrAnSfOrMaTiON workshop is readily shared by Sree Maa Shri Ji through their unconditional Love – Supreme Grace which is the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse – instantaneously shared to whomever ready to step up and heard calling to do the AwaKeNiN & TrAnSfOrMaTiON workshop. The initiation and activation in the workshop would have taken many millions life time to achieve, made it effortlessly so easy for me and for all of us to receive the most precious initiation. The Process of letting go of all the obsoletes patterns, programs, vows and contract from this life time and previous life time that is holding as down and Truly Freeing Us from all the drama and to finding our True Self to embodying it. Truly Supersonic short!!!
Within a short time after AwaKeNiN & TrAnSfOrMaTiON i was able to stop drinking, partying, smoking, taking drugs and was able to let go at ease all the addictions, dependency and negative aspect of myself. I was able to see the influence of friends who does not have a best interest in me but only brings me down. But the most amazing part is the true connection to Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse 24/7. Tangible evidence within me as am able to Transform and let go of all that is not me and take me instantly to my highest potential. Have never felt my multidimensional Self like it before, was able to feel the Pulse, Wave and the Vortex from within me and my energy bodies for the very first time. The constant nurturing, love and connection with Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse was amazing. Finding Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse emitting 24/ 7 was amazing and having to feel blessed, nurtured, connected, loved all at the same time and be one with the Absolute on every first conscious moment when I wake up and the final conscious moment when I fall asleep… WOW.

Aapke Prati Sada Atyant Abhari Rahunga Sree Maa Shri Ji – the embodiment of Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse for hearing my pray and granting me my wish and finding me when Sree Maa Shri Ji did. There is no sufficient words that could express my eternal Gratitude to my Absolute – Sree Maa Shri Ji. Forever laying in Sapoorna Samarpan at the Lotus Feet of Sree Maa Shri Ji.








Kosmic Fusion – Mind Body Spirit Sydney May 2013 Performance Stage
Experience the 22nd Century Multi Dimensional Healing and demonstration of the Power of Shunya Bindu






My Journey with Kosmic Fusion – Clarito







The Million Life Time Opportunity – Facilitator in Training

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Very fortunate to have the opportunity to be in Facilitator in Training Programs (FiT), as there is no one else but the One and only ONE Sree Maa Shri Ji‘s Supreme Grace, being the provider & nurturer of my whole Being-ness and directly teacher of the Absolute Truth of the Kosmos. 
My journey has been an amazing since December 2012 AwaKeNiN & TrANsForMaTioN workshop and that I am able to received the signature of ABSOLUTE – the Mother of all energies, frequencies and vibrations – Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse (QVSWPP) – 24/7 and IT’s by product is healing.

There is no sufficient words that could express my eternally Gratitude to Sree Maa Shri Ji’s Supreme Grace and for all the blessing, unconditional love and support that has been bestowed upon me. Aapke Prati Sada Atyant Abhari Rahunga Sree Maa Shri Ji for introducing and giving me the opportunity to embody Great Hanumanji Ekantic Bhakti to be able to walk my journey to Akarmi Self into my highest potential SELF. Deepest gratitude to Hanumanji’s Strengths, Devotion and Love it made it amazing and easier to walk the pathless path having to embody fully who truly am, and the journey to be at sharnagati is here and now, to be at Sree Maa Shri Ji lotus feet.

Kosmic Fusion – Quantum Vortex & Shunya Bindu

22nd Century Multi Dimensional Healing and demonstration of the Power of Shunya Bindu







Kosmic Code Meditation – Experience Quantum Vortex

My Journey with Kosmic Fusion – Clarito

Girl name Destiny

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Destiny (not her real name) was young and pretty, we work together and get along great. Told me to call her Destiny (told me her reason that it is related to being part of her Destiny) and she and I used to go out to Score Bar. It’s usual hangout for staff after work and at about 2 am its staff only. I love hanging around with Destiny as she is fun, bubbly and great to talk to and Destiny loves to hang out with me.
Destiny fancy me though I did not have the same though as she is my friend and I have a great respect for friends where I would never cross the friendship boundaries.
Destiny easy to like, she is pretty and great personality, and everyone love her, she stands out of the crowds where people used to chat her up and pick her up. Somehow her attention was always with me and never fully interact with anyone else when we hang out it seems like its just the 2 of us and always the 2 of us. Had she not my friend and that I fancy her I could easily fall in love with her, but that was not the case, though she fancies me and was very open and direct specially when we had plenty of alcohol.
Things can quickly change where within a short time it can escalated to became more and more of life and death situation for me whenever I go out with Destiny specially when we had plenty of beverage.
Guys are fascinated by her and would come up to her and she would rebuke them and cause fight by saying that “I am with him” points at me “back off, We are hooked up, Got it!!” usually when this happens no matter how drunk I am I become sober enough that if I don’t get my head together we would be in trouble or mainly I will be in trouble. I don’t think I am a coward but to say that I am 5’1” and usually guys would come up to her would be confident Body Builders of Pacific Islanders at least over 6 Foot which is 3 times the size of me and usually they would always have a wingman of the same height.
Every night hanging around with her was like this, in hindsight the guys would came up to her were never rude but polite just wanted to buy her a drink. But she was very possessive and wanted to show her loyalty to me and at the same times she wants my full attention and if I did not give her the full attention, things escalate. A very dangerous type of Love Bombing that could easily cause my homicides.
Im very glad that I was able to get away at that time…I was about 21 and she about 2 years older than me.


All this reminds me of I-Wolf-Rene who have used the Love Bombing tactic on me and she was successful at it as she was able to corrupt my physically and mentally. She is in verge of murdering her Soul and also tried to murder my Soul. I-Wolf-rene the Elitist Narcissist is crying wolf and venting her anger by doing a smear campaign because she is exposed and got caught.  Mainly because she could not have Kosmic Fusion and have me as her possession the toy that she is obsessive with me and would destroy who ever supported me. This is why her anger towards the innocent whom is Sree Maa Shri Ji is relentless.

The Eyes Don’t Lie part 2

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Part 2
No matter how much she cover her face with thick makeup or glasses you can see through pass it as the eyes don’t lie. 
She would always have this fake smile or laugh at odd times totally out of place, this is her tactic to defuse your guard and try to manipulate you, she is always careful with her face and worry about it all the time, she would get a bob hair cut that has a long fringe partly to covering her face so that she can hide herself and her expression.
Have seen many times how her eyes would light up with glee when someone is hurt as I have experienced it many occasions as I have been a victim of her insidious sadistic nature for 5 years. I have also seen it when she orchestrates to demanding money of the volunteers from Kosmic Fusion. I have seen it when she bullied Simran and exploit Simran’s guilt into siphoning several thousands off Simran. (Will elaborate on it another time). They may wear many mask but their eyes gives them away.

The Eyes Don’t Lie

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Part 1
I could never forget the look that she would give me when she is not very happy with me. She would supress it but you can see the dagger and pure hatred clearly in her eyes. I usually see it whenever I questioned her or whenever I refused or resisted the manipulation and the trap that she laid down for me.
The seething and frothing of pure hatred when she is exposed and confronted she just could not hide. I recall when she was caught syphoning Kosmic Fusion data, Intellectual Property of Kosmic Fusion, stolen Absolute Teaching of Sree Maa Shri Ji so that she can start her own group. That she also send herself via Google Drive a copy of my driver license, my personal PayG slip from work and all the details of company that she and I started and also partnership in Komal & Hanuman details – she is not supposed to have this special when she dupe me and removed herself from the company and the partnership without legally informing me and left me with debt.






I am afraid knowing what she would do when she is venting out her anger and hatred towards me and towards anyone who is supporting me. She would destroy whoever gets in the way and this is why she is doing a smear campaign and crying out wolf because she got exposed and could not handle that I could never be again her narcissistic possession. 


It is most scary hearing her response to me why she have my driver license, she wanted a memento of me that she can look at, even knowing she could not have me. And the Pure Hatred she gave me when she told me that she always wanted to possess me, that she did it because of me, that she is very jealous to whom ever gets closed to me. And would do anything to make sure that no one gets close or talk to me. Jealous of everyone who I talked, supported or interaction with other FIT.







Old Lady Taking Advantage of People’s Kindness

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I work in the coffee shop.
Today while working a lady in her mid-60’s asked me “I don’t have money; can I have a black coffee?” I know her game, she played this guilt trip on me before to get her a free drink on cost of me. I just neutrally and said “no”. The face she made as she was shocked that I did not get hooked in her game she walked away. She had forgotten that she played this game with me several times already.
The first time about 2 years ago, it was summer and it’s about 40 Celsius, she pretends and put this mask of innocent old frail lady that she is exhausted and feeling unwell due to the heat. Her masked was on and played it well she said to me “I lose all my money upstairs (as in gambled it away), I don’t have any money, can I have water?” and I said “sure go ahead and take a sit” by this time she knows that she got me by her hooked. So she took the opportunity of taking advantage of my kindness and said “its really hot, can I have the sparkling water (as it’s in the fridge)” maybe I’m just Naïve but I said yes I will just take it out of my tips so I told her please go ahead take a sit will deliver it to you. Gave her the chilled sparkling water with a glass of ice and paid with my tips.
Without saying her gratitude as she finish her drink she went to try and hook me again by looking frail saying “it’s very hot, I just live not too far, do you have 10 dollars for me to catch a taxi” I knew then this ungrateful old lady is playing this Narcissistic game with me and will continue to take everything from me if I don’t put a stop to it now. So told her “I don’t own this premises and I have already paid with my own tips for your drink there is nothing else I can give you.” She walked away with out a care in the world, she gotten what she wanted.

This old lady is well known to us by now, she is not homeless she is by far richer than me in materialistically and money. She has a property in well to do posh area of the city and 5 minutes walk from where I work.   

My ex-business partner I-wolf-rene who is Elitist Narcissist who used, abused and groomed me for 5 years, I-wolf-rene is a pro at this tactic and used it on me all the time. I-wolf-rene would show her mask of being small & frail that nobody understands her all the sob stories because she was Asian, and people misunderstood her due to her accent, what she meant and her justification is that it’s their fault not hers.  She would hook me in to doing what she wants and then within a short time she would demand more and more of my time and until I must give all my time to her, used me to do her bidding.

Once I-wolf-rene successfully at manipulating me into giving her what she wanted from me either by tricking me to contributing my time and money, she could not stop there and would take more and more. I became a cash cow to her and spending 3 to 4 days with her being her slave and wanting to possess me as she has the unhealthy obsessive attraction towards me.

This experience of seeing that old lady reminded me of my 5 years of abused from I-wolf-rene who used me as cash cow and took everything from me. She would have taken the shirt that I am wearing had I not woken up from her abused.
It does make me sad as every time I see this old lady (which is often) that she is always alone, and I could tell she is assessing should I play my game with him.
No matter how much narcissist try to hold their mask sooner or later their narcissistic mask will drop. Once narcissist is caught and unmasked no matter how much they try to convince you, do not believe them, they are soul-sucking, energy vampire that only see you as their supply.


I have been a victim of a very greedy and ambitious covert narcissist. It truly pained me to see how appallingly despicable I-wolf-rene has been without conscience, lying through her teeth, breaching the trust that has been bestowed on her by Kosmic Fusion and the Founders of Kosmic Fusion Sree Maa Shri Ji, fellow volunteers in the FIT program, all done under the guise of a volunteer and a friend. She always had well-orchestrated malicious plans with an intent to manipulate and take advantage as much as she could. She has taken advantage of everyone’s kindness.
I-wolf-rene has been unmasked and exposed for what she truly is a covert narcissist.
I-wolf-rene is uncontrollably venting out her anger on the innocent Sree Maa Shri Ji who have supported me because she can never have me or possess me ever again, it is her downfall for messing with people’s trust and kindness.
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