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Narcissist Energy Vampires

Whenever I am near I-wolf-rene and Iphigenie Amoutzias I know now why I felt Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse very active and, it dawns on me how much Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse has always protected me and always made sure that I am always overflowing with Supreme Grace as if sharing and tune in all the same time.


Sree Maa Shri Ji has always told me to stand my ground whenever someone tries to run me over or overpower me, don’t let anyone control me, give a fight. I am such a fool for not paying heed to every word of Sree Maa Shri Ji. Atyant Abhaar Aapka Sree Maa Shri Ji for always being there for me and being my strength. 🙏🙏🙏
I-wolf-rene hated me whenever I mentioned there is something in her place or nearby that I could feel it. I could feel it is not right, I could sense it and I could even hear it. I could feel the depth of the densities. – of course, I have gotten my punishment from I-wolf-rene for saying that to her about her place.


Have always thought that it’s the density of the land or environment, but I know now it was not the case, but someone tuning in and trying to hook and sync in with me energetically to syphon my energy.
Like moths drawn to flames, empaths like me seem to have liking for flying head-first into dangerous friendships and soul-sucking relationships that leave many of us feeling exhausted and unbalanced. Yet over and over again I kept missing the vital life lessons being presented. 


I could see the magnetic pull from the opposite the Narcissist. By nature the Empaths are deeply caring, compassionate, intense sensitivities, often struggle to create boundaries, giving into martyrdom, victimhood, co-dependency and self-sacrifice. 


While the Narcissist hides behind an idealized self-image of being highly charming and attractive, at the same time uncaring, indifference, self-centred and cruel.


This is not my first encounter of Narcissist, have encounter many in my lifetime and Narcissist are ripe in the spiritual group also, I felt like Narcissist is very much attracted to the spiritual group as it’s an easy picking and great multiple supplies for the Narcissist. The Narcissist like to linger with so much supply and if Narcissist ever gets caught Narcissist could just pretend to say sorry and the empathic people will give them a chance and forgive. This is why I believe that Sree Maa Shri Ji and Kosmic Fusion was targeted for the Unconditional Love, Kindness and Compassion. 


I believe it very strongly that this is the reason why Narcissist always has that obsessiveness attraction towards Sree Maa Shri Ji – It is because Sree Maa Shri Ji is the embodiment of Kindness and Compassion in which Narcissist like to leech on. It is a big jackpot for the Narcissist. 


I can now see in hindsight why Narcissist are attracted to spirituality and religion, Because they have this Grandiose of being special and this exaggerated sense of self-desire to be like God and Goddess. It’s this very attraction the Narcissist harp about “I AM” and create or follow groups where SOVEREIGN BEING concept is more freely used.

Wherever they can exploit the Narcissist will make sure to hang out in those circles and groups.

Narcissists want to be Sovereign Beings, so they become free of the fact they have to answer some Divinity above them. It’s just feeding the Dark self to become more stronger almost God-like.



There are many things I wish to mention, for an instant when I first volunteered for Kosmic Fusion and took the drug that I was offered by Mr. K and his friend. Mr. K and his friend where over lighted by 4.5 who have taken over them. And due to my “Free Will” I took the drugs in which I end up opening up myself to them and those dark entities end up syncing up with me and tried to take over me. I am very fortunate that Sree Maa Shri Ji my One and the Only ONE had never let go of my hands throughout the ordeal which went on for months where I could feel all the entities and other multidimensional entities would attack me. It does not matter, day or night, it was 24 hours. They were relentless as they wanted the spark within which they could not touch it as Sree Maa Shri Ji has a hand on me – and that I did my AwaKeNiN & TrANsForMaTioN workshop due to the Grace of Sree Maa Shri Ji the shower of Supreme Grace – Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse was with me 24/7. 


Due to my “Free Will” they the 4.5 actually had a right over me and I end up signing up a soul contract with the 4.5, had The Supreme Grace had not step in…. And only due to Sree Maa Shri Ji’s Supreme Grace that I am able to overcome it and given the opportunity to walk the pathless path of Supersonic Shortcut. If that is not the embodiment of Compassion and Supreme Grace, then I don’t know what else. There are many parts I did not share, but what I am saying the level of Compassion and how much Sree Maa Shri Ji have to endure to get me to rewrite my soul contract.


There are no words that are sufficiency to express my eternal Gratitude to Sree Maa Shri Ji 🙏🙏🙏 Aapke Prati Sada Atyant Abhaar Rahunga Sree Maa Shri Ji 🙏🙏

How Sunshine’s Light Been Diminished

Katie Sunshine have no idea who has been #backstabbing her. Sunshine thinks that Diarrhea is a friend but really Diarrhea was the one who was backstabbing her from the beginning because Diarrhea does not like her and because she is difficult to control. Not only that Diarrhea wrote how she manages to get Katie Sunshine out of #KosmicFusion and cause rip between Katie Sunshine and her close friend who also volunteered to Kosmic Fusion. Diarrhea could not handle this since Diarrhea came with her insidious and sinister intention to be the only one to lead and anyone else is a threat to her, so Diarrhea made sure that Kosmic Fusion would not grow because of Diarrhea #jealousy of Sree Maa Shri Ji.

Diarrhea wanted the Power!, Wanted to have the #SupremeGrace of #SreeMaaShriJi! This is what drives Diarrhea.

Katie Sunshine is a stooge and a #flyingmonkey used by Diarrhea and I-wolf-rene. Sunshine have no idea that it was Diarrhea who has been feeding her doubts, #gaslighted and #triangulation with other volunteers to create the chaos that Katie Sunshine would leave Kosmic Fusion so that Diarrhea of plan to keep Kosmic Fusion in New Zealand growth are stunted and that Diarrhea to maintain her seniority and to lead Kosmic Fusion Australia with I-wolf-rene as her plan to create a new group in Germany and I-wolf-rene in Taiwan. Katie Sunshine could you not see that it was Diarrhea passing the blaming on the New Zealand people for not being ready. Sunshine need to wake up at how racist Diarrhea could be, yet Sunshine could not see that someone close to her pulling the string and they do it subtlety. Katie Sunshine and Diarrhea did not do anything for Kosmic Fusion nor they came for their Souls nor work on the dark self which what’s #FiT is all about. Diarrhea and I-Wolf-Rene only played their Narcissistic game.

Though it was very subtle how Diarrhea has playing, bad mouthing and backstabbing Katie Sunshine. It has been Diarrhea’s hot topic with I-wolf-rene about the New Zealand volunteers and especially Katie Sunshine. Diarrhea in New Zealand and I-Wolf-Rene in Australia have been coordinating together from the start.
I should have known the Big red flag when Diarrhea volunteered for the #Conscious Living Festival Perth – 16 to 19 October, it was that time when Diarrhea has tried to feed doubts about Katie Sunshine because of what a psychic woman told her about how vulnerable she is and this totally shows the lack of faith and trust of Katie Sunshine on the signature of the Source/Void – #QuantumVortexScalarWavePhotonPulse.

Diarrhea write this and relayed it how Diarrhea wanted to plant a seed of doubts with Archita and myself… of course I-Wolf-Rene never had faith or have good intentions.
I am sorry that Katie Sunshine you got bump out by Diarrhea, but to get played again and be a stooge and a flying monkey who hides behinds the fake name I would say good riddance about Katie Sunshine. Katie Sunshine is just another plain Jane who is such a hypocrite who talks about spiritual, keeping energetic hygiene and wanting to get married and find the sexual relation so sacred… Yet all she does is looking for someone to lay her at every opportunity at the same time desperate to get married because some psychic say that they saw the diamond ring in her hand… Diarrhea used your Pride and Arrogance which was your weakness.
Good luck to you Sunshine!!!, you miss out on the Ultimate #Grace the Love of Your Soul because of chasing #ego materialistic 2 minutes lay.

They may have tricked you into thinking you are doing a good cause, but really, they just used you. Katie Sunshine your true light had been diminished again by Diarrhea but your action made it as bad as Diarrhea. At the moment you are in your honeymoon with Diarrhea and I-wolf-rene but sooner or later once your usefulness is over you will be discarded like rubbish and you will be looking what have I done, but by then you will be a nobody again.

Power and Control

The Alpha Male
Here is 1 example of how much control and power this I-wolf-rene had over me. I-wolf-rene is crying out wolf for being exposed for what she is a venomous snake who got caught stealing Intelectual Property and ripped me off. I-wolf-rene had made 3 fake FB account one of them is Norman Kelly (was Kelly Norman), Swami Maharaj (was Swami Swami) and Sherry Lee (Jacki Miller) she had to add my friends, family, and Pulsar to send out a hate mail and propagate a paid Article that she paid for which is all a lie. Please stand up and don’t let them get away with this Malignant Narcissist kind of behavior by as she is venting her anger towards the innocent which is Sree Maa Shri Ji. I-wolf-rene has gone beyond any sense as her hatred and anger for losing her Narcissist supply and due to her most unhealthy obsessive attraction towards me and not able to have Kosmic Fusion, this had totally push her, I-wolf-rene have gone beyond revenge and has a vendetta against the few that have stood by me which is Sree Maa Shri Ji and the FiT’s.
Don’t feed the Narcissist,
Expose them it is doing a service to the community!
It’s 12:43 am, here you could see the how she was controlling me to even demand that i should have a shower! My mother would not even dare say that to me when i was 10 years old!!
She continued and expressed her displeasure and how she has been social Media stalking me… this includes WhatsApp, Messenger…
I-Wolf-Rene put pressure, shame, and guilt.. so that i will bend to her will…
I-Wolf-Rene likes to play a victim when in fact she is that one who is the manipulative cunning Narcissist… all this smearing campaign that she is doing just to get revenge for being exposed will only hit her 1000 fold. I will continue to unmasked this Python who had been victimizing the innocent for so long.
She belittle my efforts and say that the emails i edited… i messed it up… she continued to put blame on me..
Yet she demands that i be fair and that she be acknowledged and respected by her partner.
What partner would talk to someone like this?
Hari OM Brahman_/\_
I tried to play big even though I don’t want to deal with her.
She tried to lure be back in… put the hooks and baited me with a link about “The year of the Money” after not responding the whole day. Its all about money for her…
I-wolf-rene try to lure me back in with Chinese belief that this year of Money. Still not happy with her… I do not want to respond.
Yet i responded,
She could not help but put another guilt trip over me that she is missing out family time….
Here we worked till 3am or so…
And you can see that at 7 am i am already on my way to Central Coast from Bankstown which is about 1.30 hours drive.
You could also see that she is the decision maker and that all the write up and emails are checked and edited before I sent it.
I-Wolf-Rene here revealed her intention to buy a house to convert to workshop and healing room where she used me a slave and another volunteer to renovate the house and Granny flat, we also build up the Holistic Freedom Wellness Center for her where i contributed a lot in it because she convinced me that it is all for Kosmic Fusion.
I could now connect the dot… that all her scheming and insidious are all for her gain.
Once I-Wolf-Rene Systematically passed off all the Intellectual property, data, and copyrights material from Kosmic Fusion and to Komal & Hanuman and from Komal & Hanuman to Holistic Freedom with me investing all in. Once she gotten everything…
She removed herself from the Director of the Company and closed Komal & Hanuman without legally informing and leaving me with debt…. while she has all the sole owner to Holistic Freedom and the Holistic Freedom Wellness Center and stolen the Intellectual Property, Data and Copyrights Material.
I have trusted her wholeheartedly and she used and abused my trust and my kindness. She has unhealthy obsessions towards me and now that she could not have me her toy/supply and Kosmic Fusion she is now venting her anger by doing a smear campaign towards me and to the innocent which is Sree Maa Shri Ji who have been supporting me.

Early Warning Sign Of A Pathological Persons – I-Wolf-Rene tick all of them






I believe this is a very important post I have made. I have experience every typical RED FLAGS and everything is spot on to the T with dealing with Narcissist Sociopath. I was not able to spot many of the typical RED FLAGS as the insidious and malignant nature of her Covert Narcissist was hidden in many masks and became harder and harder to see the truth due to being groomed, manipulated, controlled and made as a flying monkey to direct her rage at the other innocent victims.

Very clinging, she knows she had me hooked 

Here she was reminding that we had Soul Connection

Here I-Wolf-Rene would buy a cheap knock-off of Camilla (Australian fashion style) and wear them when we are exhibiting in Embrace Life, Festival of Dreams, Psychic Alternative Fair, Meetup and other events. I-Wolf-Rene want to imitate Sree Maa and replace Sree Maa the founder of Kosmic Fusion. You can even see even the high platform shoe that Sree Maa Shri Ji like to wear, she has to wear them.

Will elaborate more at every points.
Early Warning Sign Of A Pathological Persons – And I-Wolf-Rene tick all of them, below are some example

*Fast-moving relationship
I-Wolf-Rene was all over me like Destiny. I-Wolf-Rene Love bombing me, mirror me and wanted me to commit all my time with I-Wolf-Rene.

*Overwhelmingly attentive
I-Wolf-Rene was very attentive and would fan my ego and feed me what ever that my ego need.

*Claims a soulmate connection
I-Wolf-Rene always though that we had Soulmate connection and in I-Wolf-Rene deluded mind she though that we are a Twin Flame and even Twin Ray… trying to be so Grand into believing that she could be Sree Maa. And I-Wolf-Rene trying to fit me as the spot of Shri Ji.


*Needs help and or pity
I-Wolf-Rene played a misunderstood, fragile little Asian girl who everyone misunderstood because of her accent. And that she is doing the only one doing everything when she is volunteering and that it is all for Kosmic Fusion. Which is all a lie, first she has a degree in English and works in University Library. I-Wolf-Rene is a wolf pretending to be a sheep, she was preying on the volunteers of Kosmic Fusion and stealing Intellectual Property, data and copyright material from Kosmic Fusion so that she can start her own group. I-Wolf-Rene only started to volunteer for her own gain so that buy her time to build herself a network before executing her plan to take over and replace Sree Maa Shri Ji.

*History of failed relationships
I-Wolf-Rene have long history of failed relationship, with her father and mother, sibling and paternal relations. I-Wolf-Rene have big grudge on all of them and she has made sure that she paid them back.
I-Wolf-Rene had couple of romantic relation which she say had taken advantage of her when really it’s the other way around. It was her used, abused and discard tactic.

*Lack of nostalgia
I-Wolf-Rene has this wishful thinking to live out the life she missed out when she was young, that is what I-Wolf-Rene had kept her claw to me. I-Wolf-Rene wanted to experience what I had experience when I used to drink, smoke and party. As she had a very mundane life of study study and study. When she though she was free and end up going to University in country side, she failed to find the life she wish for and end up living another mundane life.

*Few Personal Possessions
Though I-Wolf-Rene have many things but all this are either from the husband hard work. And everything that she had building on like the Holistic Freedom and Holistic Freedom Wellness Centre are all from me contribution. I-Wolf-Rene like to rode on the success of other for instant taking advantage and abusing the kindness of Kosmic Fusion and Sree Maa Shri Ji, she ride the Kosmic Fusion umbrella and from there had also rode on the successful name of Hanumanji and created Komal & Hanuman. I-Wolf-Rene wanted the status of the Immortal Bhakti Hanumanji.

*Inconsistent details of past
I-Wolf-Rene always change her stories, you can hear it in one of the interviews how she was lying about her qualifications as Akaashik Records Neutralizing and continue to lie in the interview as if she is expert when she was not or she gotten permission – will share it another time.


*Financially irresponsible
I-Wolf-Rene like to spend over her means and even try to dupe me many times where I became a cash cow to her. I-Wolf-Rene likes to buy many make up and beauty product to cover the insidious face that she kept hidden. In truth even her husband told me that he could not maintain her means of spending money and even told me that he had to cut his sons pocket money for 2 weeks because of I-Wolf-Rene spending and traveling.

*No personal accountability
Totally no personal accountability when i relay that her husband is having difficulty in maintaining the finance and that he had to cut her sons allowance for 2 weeks. I-Wolf-Rene nonchalantly said he had spare money he just does not want to spend, he had emergency money. I was totally shocked do not know what to say..


*Target begins to act outside their norms
My behavior had change from confident to having been under the thumb of I-Wolf-Rene where she was able to control every aspect of my life. I-Wolf-Rene had cutoff everyone from me, my friends, my family, the FiTs and Sree Maa Shri Ji. I-Wolf-Rene wanted all the attention all to her and would get jealous of anyone who would talk to me or get my attention. 5 years of emotionally, mentally abuse who duped me into thinking that she was a trusted friend, ripped me off and shattered my self esteem into a thousand pieces.What makes me more angry is that she has targeted the few that have stood by me and by sending them hate mail and smear campaign. 


#narcissist #CovertNarcissist #MalignantNarcissist #Narcissiticabuse #Gaslighting #SmearCampaign #Fraud #CognitiveDissonance #ToxicPeople #TruamaBonding #LoveBombing


Elitist Narcissist is crying wolf and venting her anger

The narcissist is crying wolf and venting her anger by doing a smear campaign because she is exposed and got caught.
There is thousands of evidence in WhatsApp, Messenger, emails at how she have lie, bully, manipulated, groomed, used and abused me for 5 years.
There is much more proof how I-Wolf-Rene demanded money from the volunteers Kosmic Fusion, at how I-Wolf-Rene siphon data from Kosmic Fusion, Stolen Intellectual Property & Copyright Material.
I have many pictures how this Elitist Narcissist have dress up and imitate Sree Maa style of dress, she would copycat Sree Maa Shri Ji and would used Sree Maa’s Absolute Teaching and Quote in Cosmic Meetup, events and be talking with volunteers.
She would always use and abused Sree Maa’s name and sabotage Sree Maa’s name, even though Sree Maa have never met all these people but she had already poison everyone perception and mind with making contact by sharing inaccurate half-truth and saying it’s from Sree Maa Shri Ji. She always take all the benefit and then put Sree Maa Shri Ji in front of the train to be run over…
She is a chameleon she would copy at how Sree Maa cracks Sree Maa’s neck or how I-Wolf-Rene would imitate Sree Maa with how she ran her hands through her hair like Sree Maa Shri Ji, buy lotion, moisturizer, fix her nail and other toiletry. She would buy a cheap knock-off of Camilla (Australian fashion style) and wear them when we are exhibiting in Embrace Life, Festival of Dreams, Psychic Alternative Fair, Meetup and other events.
This Elitist Narcissist wanted to replace Sree Maa Shri Ji and take over Kosmic Fusion and make it her own.
Will be sharing more evidence of this another time.
Will be sharing more how now she is crying wolf and venting her anger by doing a smear campaign because she is exposed and got caught. Mainly because she could not have Kosmic Fusion and have me as her possession the toy that she is obsessive with and would destroy who ever supported me. This is why her anger towards the innocent whom is Sree Maa Shri Ji is relentless.
How I-Wolf-Rene would copy Sree Maa’s dress and mannerism. 
I-Wolf-Rene would buy a knock-off Camilla Design dress to imitate Sree Maa
In here I-Wolf-Rene even have the high platform shoes to imitate Sree Maa

I-Wolf-Rene love looking at herself in the mirror and she loves posing 

Stressful Chaotic Materialistic Egoistic Manic World – before AwaKeNiN & TrAnSfOrMaTiON

Before AwaKeNiN & TrAnSfOrMaTiON i was someone who was drowning in my own never ending chattering mind, ego has me in its grasp had been smothering me mercilessly. Always worried about work, families, friends successful and at the same time trying to find mySelf in a stressful chaotic materialistic egoistic manic world.
That by 10 years old have experience numerous flood, cyclones, volcano and so on that it feels like many life time experience. Have remember when as a 3-4 years old being a skin bones for being in poverty, have light up a match and burn a flower of a grass and asking my sister, who is 1 year older than me, what it taste like, as we were hungry as there was nothing else to eat. Saw the world of dog eat dog for what it is, morality are discarded and where survival are the main drive, survival of the fittest – thrive or perish.
Mum had to work far and away from the family as she become the bread winner after all the breadwinner my father and grandfather died within a year of each other.
The game of life and ego drama does not stop weather you are living in Eastern or Western or religious or non-religious life.
Even after escaping poverty and moving to Australia it was still the same never ending drama.
Become a bartender, where I was introduce to the Bartending’s life where endless drinking, partying, smoking and taking illegal substance is the norm to fit in to socialize and be part of the group. Being a a shy and naïve young man working in a very busy centralise complex, th e lime light can easily get you hook. Have become a chain smoker, where i could easily smoke a packet a day and more when i go out and party. When partying it could go on for days. At very early 20’s years old doctor said the needle pain in your toes it’s because of excessive drinking of alcohol, a sign of being an alcoholic. Tried many times to stop drinking and smoking but with so many parties, peer pressure and friends who just gets you back to the bad habits again it was never ending cycles.
Within a short time i was able to stop drinking, partying, smoking and was able to identify all the negative aspect of myself and able to drop those off including all the friends who has been bring me down.
Had a massive trans-formative effect on myself.
Found easily become vegetarian, no consumption of fish, eggs and quit drinking coffee (two cups every day) despite working in a café environment.
But the most amazing part is a true connection to Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse 24/7. Tangible evidence within me as am able to Transform and let go of all that is not me and take me instantly to my highest potential. Have never felt my multidimensional Self like it before. You felt nurture, love and one the first thing in the morning and the last thing I could remember when going to sleep.

My Journey with Kosmic Fusion – Clarito

Energetic Synthesis for Empaths and Sensitives

Lifts The Veil Of Illusion

There is only Sree Maa Shri Ji – the living embodiment of the ABSOLUTE who could empowers me to take care of my own little self (ego) and where my little self would be readily, willing to pave way for my Akarmi (non-doer) to lead my chariot in Bhakti (devotion), an opportunity of millions of life time opportunity to embody my highest Potential. Experiencing the supersonic short cut to pathless path in Akarmi to beyond – beyond, from Neutrality to Totality.
Provider of my Atma and my spiritual teacher of the journey of the Pathless path.
Sree Maa Shri Ji’s Absolute Teaching which lifts the veil of illusion from your eyes and breaks down all the barrier that holds us in bondage in many eons of life time, totally mind blowing light-heartedly effortlessly explain and break down by Sree Maa Shri Ji to easily understandable digestible and truly effortlessly enlightening for everyone. With the support from other Facilitator in Training who have whole heartedly devoted their Heart, Soul and Passion to come as One in this journey to Ultimate Liberation through the One and Only ONE.

Energetic Synthesis for Empaths and Sensitives

My Journey with Kosmic Fusion – Clarito